Will there be love - COMPLETED (18+)

The Truth

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Indu

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Agastya POV

Have you ever been married to a perfect women?

Well I was married to one and I know I am the dumbest human being to do that

Naina

When I saw her in her wedding dress my heart went out to her because she looked so pure, like an angel in white.

I know I was one lucky bastard when we were on our honeymoon. When we made love every movement she made or every moan she made or every time I saw the intensity of the passion she carried in her amazed me. When I first entered inside her it was like we fit like a puzzle, like we both belonged together. I figured out that I was her first looking at the way she reacted and when we made love. The tightness inside of her and the flash of pain that could be seen on her face when I entered her hinted towards her first time.

The moment I realized the fact that I was the first man to touch her, caress her, hold her and kiss her I felt really special. See, first of all, I never cared if she was a virgin or not, but when I found that I was her first it warmed me inside.

Over the year, I have become so habituated of having her around me, her smile, her blush, her care, her cuteness and her kindness. Everything about her made me feel like I was finally home. I was a happily married man. Every day when I go to work she is there to kiss me for a good day at work and when I come in from a hard day at work her smile comforts me.

Everything was okay until the insecurities begin. They started off with different dreams I had frequently, the regret and guilt crept in from that because those dreams were of my dead wife. I felt like I was enjoying my life when I was the reason who ended her life. After the nightmares started I visited Mahi's parents, they taunted me for moving on with my life and getting married to Naina. They accused me of ruining their daughter's life and now leading a happy life with Naina. This particular incident triggered all the insecurities.

During the course of the last few months together I saw a change in Naina too, I caught her looking at me like she has something in her mind, I caught her smiling to herself when she is draping her saree or combing her hair. I could hear her humming some tunes whenever I found her doing some work. She seemed happy, lite, and more fun. She would initiate hugs and kisses herself which is a change because she was always so shy.

Everything was going on perfect according to me until I came home and dint see Naina at the door to welcome me. When I saw her she was sprawled out on the floor, her eyes closed. The minute I saw her like that, I felt like I received the worst shock of my life. I was scared by the intensity of the fear I felt at the thought of losing her. Once the doctor was called, she asked to take a couple of blood tests and she left after injecting her with medicine and an IV bag. Once Naina woke up she told me that she blanked out suddenly as she didn't have her food because of nausea, vomitings, and headaches she had for two days. 

From that day whenever she does something nice for me like making my favorite food or hugging me out of blue there is this strange feeling at the pit of the stomach which scared me more. I felt like I was on a huge roller coaster hanging upside down.

On one hand I was going through this phase of regret and guilt because of the nightmares. I started feeling like I don't deserve to feel happy, on other hand the intensity of fear I hold in the thought of losing her made me mad. I was going crazy with all those mixed up feelings. I thought I could lead a happy, peaceful life with her but when I actually have her I am scared I will come to grow some strong feelings for Naina and the undying fear of losing her is scaring the shit out of me. I feel like I would lose her too.