CHAPTER - 40

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by armyloveamino

by armyloveamino

TAKE MY HAND... TAKE MY WHOLE LIFE TOO

CAUSE I CAN'T HELP,

FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU.

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"I said shush.", Taehyung said as he stared into your eyes before closing the gap and smashing his lips to yours.

You were stunned. Shockwaves went down your spine as you felt Taehyung's soft lips caress yours in the most gentle way possible. The kiss opened you eyes. You now felt yourself drowning in his embrace. Placing your hands around his shoulders, you melted into the kiss, removing your glasses that were getting in the way.

"You know, you have gorgeous eyes.", Taehyung said, pulling away as he cupped your face and stared into your eyes. You couldn't help but stare back into his warm and welcoming chocolate eyes. If you didn't know about your feelings towards Taehyung, you were definitely sure about them now. The way his hands covered your cheeks and how his skin radiated this warmth and safety, you knew you'd never felt this feeling before. You put your hands up to touch his cheek and traced your fingers across the soft skin all the way to his now plump lips.

"Oh how long I waited for you to do that."

"You did?", Tae asked, taken aback that you liked him back.

"I actually didn't realize that until this very moment. I-I... God. This was amazing Tae, I don't know what to say."

"I know, it feels amazing to me too.", Taehyung smiled as he noticed how your cheeks were still very very red. He leaned in to kiss your cheek very softly before grabbing the hold of your hand from his chest and holding it firmly in his hand.

"Listen, I know this is very sudden... But I really, really like you and I wanna be with you. Do you think you'd like being my girlfriend?", Taehyung asked as he looked into your eyes with hope while you were lost in your own train of thoughts. What were you doing!? You had a plan, a plan to get back at the boys and show them that you weren't fazed by them. Deep down you knew you had fallen for this boy, however, you ignored those feeling and let go of Taehyung's hand before getting up from where you were sitting.

"Oh god this is all just a huge mistake... You aren't supposed to like me!", You said as you scrambled to get your stuff together and were about to leave out the door when Taehyung caught your hand.

"Wait what? Tell me Ella. Is this a mistake? Am I really not supposed to like you?", Taehyung asked as he quickly got up as well, panic filling his system when he realized that he just got rejected by the girl he thought he could have something with.

"You don't want me answering that Tae."

"And why not? I know for a fact you like me. Did that kiss mean nothing to you! All those intense stares and overly friendly moments.", Taehyung asked with so much hurt in his voice that it almost broke your demeanor. But you weren't gonna break, you had too big of an ego.

"I don't like you Taehyung! Not as a lover. Gosh I think of you as a friend!"

"What...", he said as he took a step back from you, letting go of your hand.

"I'm sorry.", you said as you looked at him for one last time and stormed out of the place and the building before he could see the tears welling up in your eyes. Why did you have to say no? You finally had the chance to have something amazing with a guy who genuinely liked you and whom you liked back but you obviously just had to blow it off.

You ran your hands over your face as you tried to get yourself together. 'I can find another guy. It's really no big deal.', you thought as you tried to distract your mind from a particular boy and a particular kiss. It never occurred to you that you may like him that way and you decided to blame him for ever coming up to you and saying all those things and kissing you without your permission.

You somehow found yourself in the backseat of a taxi, taking you home with a million thoughts running in your head, you had to get this out and you had to get it out quick. You rushed out of the cab and towards your house as soon as it stopped at your destination, paying the driver more than a generous amount, ignoring all the bowing maids and helpers.

As you slammed your bathroom door behind you, quickly lighting up a cigarette to try and calm your anxiety and then called up a familiar number on the phone and pressed it to your ear, waiting for a response.

"Hello?", the person at the other side of the line replied.

"Hey, I need help."

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[AUTHOR'S NOTE - ]

I HOPE YOU'RE HAVING AN AMAZING DAY MY LOVE <3