"I'm gay."
Saying it felt somehow good, great, fantastic, Jungkook felt so light he could fly. His cousin looked at him with a big smile, "I know, I'm proud of you," Wonwoo said making jungkook confused, "what do you mean you knew?" he asked. "It's just this gaydar we have... just kidding, I figured this out around the time I started to open up to myself, it's something I can't explain but when you know' you just know," the cousin explained.
On this talk jungkook thought for the past week, he even told taehyung about it and taehyung agreed with his cousin about feeling this feeling when you just know that this person is gay.
"What?" Miyeon asked him when they walked to their English class, "you know about it too, don't you?" Jungkook could read her expression, sarcasm could be heard from miles away, "it's something you just can't explain when something in you can't get out... it's like a gay radar, a gaydar." "so this means that gays can sense other gays?" Jungkook asked, "yes, its work most of the time but sometimes it's just people being too close to one another without the gay shit and you just read them wrong," Miyeon explained, "that means that you knew about me?" "We all sense this about you but waited for you to come out for yourself, it's not that easy you know," "oh, believe me, I know," Jungkook said, the two got into class right when the bell had rung.
The past week went as if it was a dream, nothing new had happened, it was already the end of January and Jungkook felt like soon it had to be done, soon he'll tell his parents, but will he have the courage at the moment? Or will he chicken out? Again. He tried gathering his thoughts together and talk to his parents when they were home together but his father was always in a hurry because of his work and his mother was editing her second book and wasn't available as well, and let's not talk about how his sister had changed since she started to have a crush on his friend, in the evening of the 31st of January, Jungkook walked to his brother's room, "Junghyun? Can I talk to you?" he asked the younger who had his bedroom door open and he could see the younger playing something on his not so new phone, "Yeah, sure," the younger said pausing the game. Sometimes it felt like Junghyun was older than him. He went inside and sat on the edge of the bed while his brother straightened up from lying down to sitting crossed legged next to him. "I want to tell mom and dad," he told the younger, "but I feel like an awkward because every time I can tell them both at the same time I'm getting this bad feeling and then one of them had to go," Jungkook played with the strings of his sweater, "do you want me to be next to you?" Junghyun asked, "I don't know, I felt like I had to tell someone so I wouldn't feel like exploding and get an episode again," Jungkook admitted. "It's okay, we can do a family gathering, I'll be next to you, not sure if Jungsook would be present but at least you won't be alone," Junghyun suggested, Jungkook nodded, "that would be great, thank you," Jungkook smiled to his brother.
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The Magic Notebook (The Magical World - Book 1) (TaeKook)
FanfikceBOOK 1 Jeon Jungkook, a quiet boy who loves to draw, One day, as he cleaned his room, He found an empty notebook in his drawer. He decides to take it and draw. He never thought magic would appear in between the pages. Kim Taehyung, a nerd who loves...