Fᵣₒᵣₑ Wₒᵣdₛ

Angel in a shape of You (#19)

• Read the poem while listening to the song, to get the vibes. •

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Angel in a shape of You

After the Blackout, there's a light.
I see warm waterfall despite your tall height.

"Hey, why are you crying?" as i try to bite your fingertips,
I tried as hard as i can but it won't stop the drips.

Where did i go?
I'm sorry, but i've known.
Why did i cause more pain?
I wanted to be there to ease your pain.
You were doing great,
But i couldn't stay and fight.
I remember, wanting to walk towards you.
I thought it'll heal like an ordinary flue.
But i have biten the dust,
Just like a strong iron going old and have the rust.
I feel my eyesight started fading,
Then i feel asleep without telling.
I got a news, i've lost you.

I reminisce and remembered hearing your chuckles,
Your little rants, everytime i'm up to some mischiefs.
Your eyes brighten up while i'm smiling,
I wanted to smile once more before i'm sleeping.
But it seems i've fallen asleep.

I was happy, i could see you.
I could feel rainbow even when i was in blue.
There's nothing i wanted more than staying,
But the times goes on and i started greying.
I notice my small, feisty, resilient body began to weakened,
But i was happy, you filled me with love before everything went darkened.

The realization hits me, when i know i didn't stay true to our promises.
I hope you forgive me in this heartbreaks,
I hope you forgive you with every of the condolences,
Because i won't leave your heart in absence.

Remember, the wings you said i had?
I think the angels won't mind with the stolen halo i added.
If you could see, Angel in the shape of me.
Then there's nothing, i couldn't agree more.
I'll protect you and will do my duty as your small yet feisty guardian,
And shower you with love like you did in my whole life.

After your Blackout, i couldn't see the light.
I see your small and not moving figure from this height.

"Hey, why are you sleeping?" as i try to feel your heartbeat,
I tried as hard as i can to find it, but there's no heat to greet.

Where did you go?
I'm sorry, i didn't know.
Why can't i lift your pain?
Like the way you soothe my lifelong pain.
You were doing okay,
But now you've gone away.
I remember, you still walking towards me.
I thought you're finally free.
But then everything drastically changed,
And i even couldn't rearranged.
I saw the light in your eyes starts to flickering,
But i didn't stay by your side and waiting.
Then i got the news, i've lost you.

I reminisce our moment as i felt the time stopped.
When i wanted you as a family and i get to adopt.
Your sweet personality matched with your cute little tempers,
I was happy, you made my life turned into an unexpected fun adventures.
but it seems you've fallen asleep.

I was happy, i could be with you.
You made me happy in every of my blues.
There's nothing i wanted more than us staying together,
But i know, everything couldn't last forever.
When i fell down, you be there holding me up.
You let every of my emptiness swapped with happiness.

The realization hits me, when i know you can't stay much longer.
I hope you forgive me even in the after,
I hope you forgive you for not being able to stay.
and finally, let your little wings fly.

Remember, the wings i told you?
I was happy, i could protect you under my wings.
I hope that I see the world as you did cause I know,
You always said your life has been filled with love.
and i want to see your little halo beside me everytime there's a new beginnings.
Because i see an Angel in the shape of you.

Inspired by Supermarket Flowers - Ed Sheeran.

-icy.

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Losing someone is hard, it's even harder when it's our best friend that we promised to stay with eachother.

I hope time soothe your heart and just know your furry ( or not furry ) best friend love you so much that i believe, they have became our little guardian angels that wish nothing but happiness to be marked on your face 💜 .

p.s. to everyone that have read the poem before and notice the differences, it's because i added more lines and i hope you like it.