• Read the poem while listening to the song, to get the vibes. •
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title : me for me & you for you
laying on the cold ground, while being shined by the blue light. holding a lifeless heart, shattered heart without a missing shard. i'm having what she had, please. endless silence while the time freeze.
i'm asking you to understand, why do i need to stand up and demand? you said that i'm precious, yet you pricked me easily like a cactus.
i need a me for me, to finally know that love is free. i don't need to be caught in a debt, when the loan never did i asked. i need a mirror for a mirror, to see and love the reflected errors. i don't need to be shamed constantly, because the reflection understand instantly.
seeing you pushed me away, makes me wonder if this a normal cliché? where a human bound to be hurt, without any sign there would be an invert. your fire always ignite my ring of metal, the ring turned into a dust and fall off like petals.
i'm asking you can you listen? let your ego down and our mind in unison. why are you being so cruel? burning our home with your galons of fuel.
i need a you for you, so you'll hear every words you spewed. then you will feel your life is broken, like a invisible infected open wound. i need a fuel for fuel, then you'll understand the anxiety in denial. ego fighting with an ego, repeatedly until they dig themselves a burrow.
there's so many times i wanted to smile, but my tears wanted to create river of nile.
you pushed me into the corner, and make me feel like a lost foreigner. don't make me resent you more, because apologies is still what i adore.
don't let it all be too late.
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inspired by Ending Scene - IU.
-icy.
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i wrote this based on recent incidents happening in my life, all of the build up anxiety, and lastly, everything that's been the reason why i'm always exhausted.
human nature could be either forgiving or vengeful, it's only a matter of time and no matter how long or short, a human could change their usual nature in those times.
the world been a bit overwhelming for me, so i want to say, i'm proud of you readers and you are doing okay. i hope your sad days are accompanied by supportive and fun events and your happy days are accompanied with you being more grateful and happier. <3
