Mentality (#21)

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• Read the poem while listening to the song, to get the vibes. •

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Mentality

They are asking me to heal,
But what do i say if i don't know the cure?

They see me differently,
I started to think the same idly.

I have one thing in my pocket,
It's my one and only heart locket.
Nobody was able to unlock it,
There's no keys with the right fit.
Ashamed with the differences,
One by one they stopped the tolerances.
Leaving me all alone in an open space.

"Why are you being like this?" they said.
I sighed and smiled, "i want my bed."

Feeling lonely in a room with people,
It's like they're normal and i'm abnormal.

How can i stop when my mind is sad,
And every of my feelings is mosaic.
I only wanted to disappear,
Maybe it helps clearing the air.
Yet i don't want to see them cry,
But what do i do when my heart is dry?
Darkness consumed my positivity.

I held my hand tightly,
But i need others to survive, sadly.

I shouted as hard as i can,
I just needed a little ounce of affection.

Help me validate the mystery,
That i can't even solve the history behind.

One by one, i'm losing my reasons.
Everything is changing except my season.
I looked down to the ground,
Trying to force a smile in a frown.
Not realizing, i'm leaving a pool of water.
Breathing an non oxygenated atmosphere.

Please, let me fall to your shoulder.
Help me realize, there's always after.
Don't let my emptiness as a mentality,
I want to strengthen my durability.

It's not yet over right?

Inspired by WADATAKEAKI KurageP - My R

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Inspired by WADATAKEAKI KurageP - My R.

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If you search up the theory behind the song, you'll understand it better.

it's been a bit rough day for me, and thats why i decide to make this and poured all of my feelings.

i hope you know that, this moment too shall pass, you can't control the reality and it's not your fault, but you can always learn to be strong, patient, and most importantly, believe in yourself. take care. 💖

i'm here to be a poet but also to be an ear if you need it.

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