A new day show its light to his temporary room. He felt the sun in his face and make a groan of annoyance -'another day in hell '-he thought hopelessly. Suddenly, he heard a sound of footsteps and stand upright in an instant with fear written in his eyes.
"Do not worry my child-I actually came with great news"
"Yeah I heard about them. You and the king will let me-"
"I am not talking about that but I am glad you consider it a good new"
"Them what are you going to-Did she received the letter?" -said with eyes full of illusion and hope,
"Yes, she in fact send a reply and even thought I had not checked it I know it will lighten up your day. Am I right?"
"Yeah. I just can wish for a good answer from her"
"Don't think otherwise, my child, that would just bring you down-said the queen with knowing and reassuring eyes.
I will try my best, Queen Arianna, can't be that bad. Right?-he said smiling nervously
"Yes, my child, it will be just fine if you hope for a brighter day than overthinking a dark night"
"I will, Queen Arianna"
"That's the next right thing to achieve forgiveness, not just from them, but for yourself"
"True words, quee-i mean mom"
"Anytime, my child" -she wave a hand to him and headed out with a calm smile on her face.
This should be great.
"Oh also my child I forgot to mention. Since you got pretty hurt yesterday, you will have a day off. Enjoy yourself-she winked at him and finally left with a bigger smile plastered on her face.
'How did hell become heaven so suddenly'- he wondered to himself once he was left alone with the letter of his love.
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He was kind of disappointed she didn't get it or she choose to ignore him. Anyway, he was given valorous information. Her thoughts of worry for him melted his heart and even if he could notice she was oblivious to his feelings but care for him enough to ensure forgiveness and courage to pass these rought days for him .He was kind of worried, thought, she seemed quite in need. He can just hope to have enough-wait a minute day off he had it. He could write another letter now and ask if he could send more.
'Hi Cass not Cassie
I hope you are doing better than me. I have the Queen and kind of the blacksmith but all the rest of Corona are still resentful about my crimes.
I am trying to forgive myself and ignore the comments I received.
I will play by my rules but I am not sure. I hope my senses are wrong but... are you doing ok, Cass?
If you don't them don't doubt to write me a letter I'll be here to receive them
Always
With a thoughtful heart
Varian
He finished his letter and head to read some of the books he had from the Queen. He would need some distraction if he wanted to keep healing his mind from the trauma and content, the anxiety of his heart that couldn't wait to know if his so wanted girl-friend of his was alright or not -he had to know or else he might loose one of his reasons to live.
That thought just make him scream of desperation and headed out to bed and let his mind go off for a while in hopefully a dreamless sleep.
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There was nothing left to lose
Fanfiction"There was really something there before and after all mistakes were made or it was just a crush to let go someday." Varian keep wondering in his mind (First anniversary adittion ) Cassandra doesn't know how to feel ...her life was going alright..sh...
