There was nothing left to lose

I trusted in your shine

 He was looking for his final judgement in less than a month when he decided to write his reply to such a wanted letter. He carefully wrote:

'Dear Cass:

I always work alone with books and alchemy. I always thought something was wrong with me... but you along the others bring my hope so high I can't forget but I can forgive and let it go fade away and bring back want once was mine, what used to be mine. I am happy you forgive me, at least a bit. I am grateful for your confidence in me. Don't worry whatever might be your fights, I am always by your side.

Your trusted friend

Varian

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She was alone in the universe. She was an outcast. Someone who would always be second to anyone,she was so sure of that and the walls grew up with this mindset. Love was just a lie, a trap that she was not going to fall for it again Andrew, she knew; Varian, was great as she had said but righ now she preferred to have him as a friend. The circumstances were not the best but when they change for the better she might give him a chance to be more, but today- just for today let's think about care and lo-great relationships, of course.

While she was out in her world someone from the sidelines was watching her lonely way.

'So, she is the one that presumptuous woman talked about. Can't believe someone would give me their own blood to possess.'-

Thought the spirit woman filth with excitement, evil one.

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After the day of work, after all he had to do, he received another letter of his girl-no -best friend (for now) from the fierce owl of hers and was about to open it when the Queen opened the door

She stood there surprised to see him with a letter.

'You had a letter how but my daughter didn't send it to me then why' "Vari-an you had a letter I mean I suppose is yours but-

"Actually, mom, this letter is not exactly mine"

"What?"-suddenly realization kicked her -"Are you saying that she send you personals letters but that is not allowed to ex-convicts. Even if it hurts me you still are seen as that by many but you know not me so... how..?"

"Her owl. Remember?"

"Oh I see. Varian, please, be careful with this. As I said before any kind of writing you possess must pass thought our hands first."

"So, are you telling me to keep then in secret?"

"Am I? Varian if you want to keep then secret is ok but if you need to come up to... Remember you can always count on me, your mother by care.

"Thanks, Queen, thought I would like to keep them in privacy. You know the teenager's tendencies. Am I right?"

"Of course darling. You can keep them to yourself as long as you don't let everyone else know about it.

The letters sure are special. Am I right, son, full of love and care. Am I right?

Hehe-how did you? -I mean of course not. She just sees me as a good friend-said quite sad and blushing.

"And how do you know that?"

"She ignored when I asked her -"

"She might have not been in the mood for such confession or didn't know how to tell then."

"You could be right"

"I am dear. Remember my advice. ok?

"Ok, mom"-he said quite calm still nervous of being so encased into his past actions. 'Head remembers but heart forgives 'he said quite reassuringly to himself while his loyal racoon make himself into his arms and cooed reassuringly.

'Heart will always forgive but mind couldn't forget' he said looking into the view. He needed to prove them wrong. He was great not the child who destroyed but created. How to take his old self back? He still didn't know.