Bad for my heart

Chapter 29.

Aiden's POV.

I wiped my tears and my phone started ringing.

"Hey, mom." I answered. I got used to calling her mom. I never wanted to but my real mother made me promise to call Aunt Danielle and Aunt Kyla mother, the day she died.

"Aiden when are you going to visit again? Your sister's birthday is coming up and she wants her brother to be here." She said.

"Mom, I will come to Italy next week. Mom Kyla is a bit sad so I have to cheer her up. I promise to be at my sister's party no matter what."

"Okay my love, please take care of yourself. I love you, Aiden Forbes Knight." She said.

"I love you too, mom." I disconnected the call. "Maybe I would've had Benjamin as my brother if I wasn't a Knight. Why do I have to be the one to suffer. Mom always told me that those who help people and are good will always get good things in life but I have always been good and I got nothing. I am born to a wealthy family, my father is one of the richest people and my mother was a famous lawyer who helped everyone. They rich but there is only one problem. They married to different people. My mother, Lily Forbes was married to the man of her dreams, Xavier Carson Black and my father Alden Knight is married to her sister, Danielle Forbes. I never had a choice to do what I want and to call myself a Forbes, Carson, or a Knight."

"I know Benjamin's father accepted me to be his son, he promised my mother no one would ever know I am a Knight but my mother sacrificed her happiness and decided to hide me away. She never wanted to break her sister's heart by keeping me in the house. She thought with time she would figure out the truth and Aunt Danielle would never forgive her for sleeping with her husband even though my mother didn't sleep with him by choice. Dad's enemies drugged them both and that ruined my life, it ruined the Carsons and the Knights but I am the one that suffered the most. I don't regret the fact I will never be able to call myself a Knight but I will always be a Knight."

I will always be Benjamin's brother and Damien's stepbrother. I will always have two older brothers that know nothing about me.

"I wish you were here mom. I miss you a lot mom." I hugged her picture and started crying.

What if mom decided to tell Aunt the truth sooner? What if I had the chance to grow up with Damien and Benjamin as my siblings? What if I never helped dad fake his death for Damien's sake? What if my mother never died of Cancer? What if I told Damien the truth about his parents? What if I tell Damien about his son? What if . . . What if . . . What if?

I started breaking all my things. Why do I have to be the one suffering? I never had the chance to call my mother mom, in front of everyone and now I will never have the chance to call my brothers brother. I know Benjamin is my best friend and he cares about me but that's only because he doesn't know I am Aiden Knight. He only knows me as Jailson Law, the friend that works for him but I am fine with that. I don't mind him treating me like his friend and worker but what about Damien? Damien doesn't even know anything about me. I met him several times but he never ones treated me right. 

I don't know why he doesn't like me when I never did anything to him. 

I wiped my tears and smiled. This is the Aiden Law everyone knows, I am Jailson Law, not Aiden Knight, the people can't see me broken. Aiden Knight is the broken little boy, I can't be him, I am the fixer. 

I picked my phone up and dialed Charlotte's number.

"Hey love." I said, the second she answered.

"Aiden, where are you? Adrian has been crying non-stop." She said.

"I'll be there soon, don't panic." I know, looking after someone else's baby isn't so bad but it hurts me a lot to see my nephew and call him my child.