Today was Friday and this hell week was finally ending. Today in class Y/n asked me if I wore bracelets? Weird question, I wondered what went on in her mind sometimes, but nonetheless, it was a nice distraction. I did not know if she was trying to buy one but I did not want her to waste her time or money on me. I told her no and we ended up actually making progress on our project today.
I was reading more about depression, to somewhat contribute to the project, and while I did not see how to get out of it, it made sense. It was explaining how I felt at the moment. In life, I was so lost and had many of the symptoms of depression that I read about for this project.
"Honestly, is there even a cure for this it is so frustrating" I blurted out. Y/n looked at me.
"Look I wanted to ask you how you felt. Do you think you may have it?" She motioned at the computer screen.
"No, I was just saying if someone had it then it must be frustrating. I am fine Y/n" I calmly stated.
"Wait are you sure" she looked with worry written and her eyes grew in size. "I may completely be overthinking or be mistaken so don't be hurt. It may just be our project or is it actually you are off and the more I research the more dejected you look. I know I am the new girl and you don't know or trust me much but I can listen if something is wrong... we could be friends Yoongles"
I inhaled deeply. "Wait what did you call me?" Furthermore, why did she care? For fuck's sake. I wanted to go goddamit and this new girl just had to care a little. I felt guilty but at the moment hearing 'Yoongles', while any other day I would act as if it was the worst name, today it made my day.
A smile crept on my face she gave me such a cute nickname. And she seemed to care. Sure I met her like two weeks back yet she checked up on me more than anyone in my life. I felt like she was safe. Maybe I could tell her? I did not want to keep it all in me anyways. If not, then someone would know why I would disappear soon. Either way, it worked. I was not the type to write a suicide letter for everyone as I was private and reclusive, but I felt like I owed her an explanation. I mean, if she cared truly, and nobody else did, shouldn't she know why I have been such a pain for her to try to talk with?
"Okay Y/n let's meet after school at the nearby Loona café. I will talk to you. Don't worry I get a day off from work anyway because my boss is sick". She nodded and smiled. The rest of the day was just classes but I kept thinking of the café. I hoped it would be right to trust and tell. We would see.
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Broken and (Un) loved
FanfictionMin yoongi is a lost college student who is barely keeping up with his life. But what happens when life throws him a series of events which completely change his life and potentially his mindset?
