The car ride was pretty silent. I kept turning back to look at him and check up on him. "Yoongi why I thought you felt better?" I finally asked to break the silence. "You know I won't let you go until you tell me so just start" I added.
"I'm sorry Y/n...but why do you care? Why are you doing this?" he questioned softly. While he was innocently just wondering this did something to me inside. I choked out "because I love you. Sorry if my love is not enough. Clearly, you don't feel it but it is there" I said with tears pouring down my face as I parked on the side of a street. I turned towards him. "You weren't supposed to know, but I do love you. I don't know but I fell for you, sorry. But even if we were simply friends I wanted to see you happy, not like this" I said motioning to his sight.
He looked in shock "I thought you were just nice".
I nodded. "I am and this is not a confession. It just hurts seeing you all like this it breaks me. Because a part of me dies a little. I just want to cure it all and make you smile, I love you Yoongles. Let me love you. Stay for me please" I muttered. I cupped his face with my hands. "You are so precious to me. Besides my crush, you are my best friend I cannot live without you, please" I begged him to stay.
He was just calm. He looked at me then looked out far away. Soon enough, we reclined our seats in the car and looked through the sunroof. It was now turning darker and the stars were coming out. Stars were so nice to watch and I was glad to share the view with Yoongi. I always wanted to just look at the stars with someone I loved.
Plus, he still had to tell me why he did this. So I waited. I wanted to hear it. All of it. I was not gonna go anywhere. I would stay by his side and help him and he knew damn well my stubborn ass would.
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Broken and (Un) loved
Fiksi PenggemarMin yoongi is a lost college student who is barely keeping up with his life. But what happens when life throws him a series of events which completely change his life and potentially his mindset?
