Y/N and I had been talking for quite a while now. She honestly made me feel loved. Her hugs, her words, her daily texts to me- it brightened my day a little. All these little things were so nice. Today, we were going to hang out at my house. I was thinking of playing her a song on the piano for her. I had just come up with a song I was working on for a month. I had never performed for people before, only two people. Yet, I trusted her. I wanted to actually do this for her, she did not even ask me to do it. This was how comfortable and at ease, I was with her.
I heard the bell ring. I opened the door to let her in and showed her my room. It was a little messy but the piano was in the corner. I played the song and afterward asked for her reaction- she was speechless. She said she loved it and it made me feel better about music.
"Wow, you should really like to make that song. Post it somewhere it could be big" she exclaimed flashing me a beaming smile.
"Really? I don't know. Everyone says not to go into music because I won't make it" I told her.
"Forget people. You have talent Yoongles. Mozart who?" she laughed.
"Y/n really? I have not shared it but I do make some music. Everyone who knows has laughed at me though" I started. I motioned at my computer. "This is filled with songs I produced and lyrics for raps I write.." I went on.
"WAIT for WHAT. Nooo, show me. And you rap??" She screamed in shock. I chuckled and started my computer. Normally, I would shy away or refuse but I decided to show her what I had worked on. She was different. Normally people would laugh at me. She was displaying a genuine interest in my music. It felt nice to be appreciated or at least heard and not bashed almost instantly afterward. Maybe she could give me an honest review I wondered.
I showed her some songs I made. She loved my rap she said it was fast and nice and as she looked into the lyrics themselves as I spoke about the depression she said it was touching. I was glad she liked it. It really encouraged me. Nobody believed in me before. She did though, it just took her, one person to motivate me like no one ever did before. I guess all we need is one person to listen to, to make you feel better, to make you heard. Like you have a voice like you are worth it. Even if it was untrue or just sympathy and I was not that special, she made me feel as if I am. And for that, I am forever grateful.
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Broken and (Un) loved
FanfictionMin yoongi is a lost college student who is barely keeping up with his life. But what happens when life throws him a series of events which completely change his life and potentially his mindset?
