DARK SOUL'S: The Story You Started

ETHAN

WHAT THE HELL IS THAT!!!

I was happy today by seeing her this way, No!!
In the morning I was pissed at her, but she didn’t notice me thankfully.
Her eyes were swollen red like she had been crying her throat out. I wanted to ask her if she’d some nightmares or was she okay!! But her eyes told me all those things I wanted to know.
At the meeting, I had intentionally grabbed a seat across from the table in front of her. I knew she’s never been in these kinds of meetings like this, and I’ll be enjoying today’s battle but mostly her.
It’s Friday and every Friday we have a battle meeting. It means people’s argument ....simple. NOT quite simple though! sometimes it felt like a hammer on your head, OR you should bang your head on the wall, It’s a really weird concept but turns out very well. You will get to know other people’s thought process in here, so either you have to improve your products or you’ll have to change your action plan on the process.
I was really enjoying her expression when that battle starts, When my dad asked her opinion about something, she looked at all of us with wide eyes, I couldn’t help but laugh and dad glared me. She looks flushed and then shrugged as if she didn’t know how to respond at that.
She was gawking this whole time And I have a really hard time not to laugh at her. Unfortunately, I control myself throughout the meeting. I had to leave the meeting as soon as it ends because my clients were waiting for me. And after about two hours, I decided to head towards dad’s he didn’t once call me today.
And Yes! he was really upset and told me what she wants.
What the hell she thinks she is? If she has an ego with her knowledge then I’ll prove her, there are many more's waiting for this opportunity and worth it. I don’t understand why my Dad is so obsessed with her?
“ Where the hell is she? I’ll speak with her, Is she fucking out of her mind” I sputter aggressively.
“ LANGUAGE! Son, I raised you better than that” Dad scold me, Is he being serious in here right now!
“ Okay sorry, Why are you bothering to wait? Tell her it’s not possible,” I said, and If he won’t then I’m sure I will!!
“ This project is important for us and I know she’s the best for this, I had taken all time to think about this and do nothing but wait for her, what you think, I was thinking?”
Yes!! He’s right for the last thing, but I’m sure there will be a lot of people who’ll do better than her!! Well, I don’t want to offend my dad’s thinking but I’ll see what can I do for that!
I stormed through the corridors and avoid all employee’s gaze, They have their business to do!!
I opened that door without knocking and closed it behind me, She looked at me with wide eyes,
“ WHAT THE HELL YOU THINK YOU ARE?” I yelled
She stands up, folds her arm, and narrows her eyes at me.
“Don’t you dare to speak with me like that?” She said, Is she serious right now?
“ Well don’t cold with me now, whatever you think you are! Let me tell you, that you are not. Let me tell you what, There’ll be a line in front of this office if I leaked the news about hiring a head for my dream project and you think you’ll turn my dad down? He waited for you this long time and now you’re giving him pass, Where the hell that came from?”
“ Are you done?” She nods her head and said, I promise I’ll ripe someone’s head if she will use that voice again.
“ No, I’m not!” I yelled,
“ Okay then, finished what you have started” She is impossible.
“ Are you trying to prompt me Ishita, Because let me tell you one thing that, I’m pissed as hell” I spit out and throw the files from her desk.
YES! she did flinch again, and that was fuel in my anger. She didn’t say a word. I am really tired of her cold tantrums.
“ Maybe you should ask your dad what I said to him, and If you want to hear it from me, that is fine! Let me tell you what I said to him,  The thing is I don’t know if I am capable of this and In that case, he’ll have someone who’ll help him to complete this project,” She said.
It won’t help me to control this anger.
“ So,  you are running away from this project, and declaring just officially that if you’re capable of this or not, Are you out of your damn mind? You would’ve thought about this earlier, before coming here all way down! Before giving him, us this hopes”
“ I’m not running away ETHAN!! Mind your language, I would’ve packed my stuff by now and would have gone from here a while ago if that’s what you think about me, but I’m here now, talking with your crazy mind for your dad’s sake, there will be a great chance of failure about everything in your life and I’m not as overconfident as you” She slumped down on her seat.
I shake my head and gave her an evil laugh. She is afraid of failure, Really!
“ So that’s why you’re running away because you are scared about failure, Get up Ishita, You had things in your past that doesn’t mean you’ll have them in your future too” words spill from my mouth before I could hold them back. I didn’t want to say this. But I did. She looks completely pale and now she’s hiding her tears from me.
“ How dared you Ethan, Get the hell out of my cabin right now!” She choked.
SHIT! I shouldn’t have said that, I don’t know how I said that, Shit!  She’s in pain! 
I clench my fist and closed her door loudly,