DARK SOUL'S: The Story You Started

ISHITA

My head hurts, What the hell is that noises. I tried to open my eyes, but I was stuck on something and my neck hurts.
I looked down at my sidearm, IV line. What the hell is that?
As I tried to sit up, the door burst open. Oh god, my head.
Ethan walked in, “ Hey, don’t. Just relax.” He stopped me as I tried to pull vain flow out of my hand.
“ How long I have been in here, I stopped mid-sentence, “ Why I’m here?”  His eyes widen.
“ Few hours” He shrugged and pushed me back so I can sleep comfortably. Few hours what the.....
I remembered, Shit. Rishabh. Phone call.
“ Hey, No. No” He brushed my tears as I started sobbing. I’m happy, but it’s been years for this. How he was an undercover COP? Why didn’t we know anything? Why we didn’t know he was alive this long? Why I was in the pain and trying to forgive myself, Punishing myself? I cry hard on his hands as he tried to soothe me.
Something clicked me. “ Ethan, my laptop?” He frowns, but the realization hit him too, “ It’s outside I’ll get it. Wait!” He announced and rushed outside.
Within a few seconds, he’s back with my laptop, he put it on my lap and sit beside me. I hope there’s Something I’ll get. Ethan held me tightly.
I closed my eyes and enter.
There he was with his identity

NAME: DI. RISHABH RAWAT
_SENIOUR INVESTIGATOR_
DEPT: INVESTIGATION
RANK: 1ST A(B)

He looks so COP in his profile. I never have imagined, he would be a COP.
I glanced at Ethan’s direction, he smiled, It feels like It’s not his smile.
I scroll down further, There’s A letter.

L

etter from me,

If ever, My last day will come_ soon, Then,  I want to say these things to you now.  Because I know I’ll never have a chance to say something. 
I haven’t imagined, I’ll be eligible for my first undercover mission. It is risky and I have to be cautious about all the things.
There is an active gang, supporting and doing different types of crime around you. I should protect you from them but I know, they will be suspicious of me.
I was there with the fire in my eyes and dreams in my head. There’s no part of my heart in my body until the moment I saw you. My world stopped in that coffee shop. But telling you this thing will put you in a danger, and that’s the last thing I want in my life.
Something will happen to me, Don’t worry! This is the life I choose for myself.
I’ll regret the thing I have to hide my real identity from you. But my people will give you this letter if something happens to me and I hope you will forgive me. 
I will be there for you again. I need to finish what I had started earlier.

Just don’t forget me ;)
: For you Ishu.
Rishabh!

That’s it really! What was the thing he was undercover for? Who were those people?
Navin! he will know this, He has to be there knowing something these things. Why doesn’t he bother to call me?
I dialled his number, It goes straight to voicemail.
“ I’ll have my investigator to find this thing out” Ethan announced and left me for myself.
I can’t believe how my life turned upside down. I closed my eyes, rest my head on the headboard watching his picture.
I wish he would have told me this earlier.