DARK SOUL'S: The Story You Started

ETHAN

Yes, I was mad!!

I closed the door behind me and unintentionally that was loud. I can’t believe I said that to her! I don’t know what I was thinking but she’s so difficult to deal with.
Hell! Her whole gender is confusing and difficult as hell!
And she thinks she’ll give me her cold attitude, besides that, I’m really regretting the thing I had said to her. But Hello!! Apologize her No way!!
Sure, I shouldn’t have said that thing. I slumped down on my seat and caught my face in my hands. I know if I will stay here around her all day, I’ll eventually end up in her cabin again and I don’t want to do that again. I already have thrown her past on her face. I don’t want to do anything more than that I’ll regret.
I called Evan and planned to sneak out from this work and tension. Fortunately, he’s at home. I headed toward him. Maybe I’ll find some way to deal with this thing.
“ You look like a shit!!” He gritted me with his creepy smile and hugged me. 
“ Yeah, thanks for the compliments!” He noticed my actual tension and frown,
“ What did you do now?” He enquired. I ran my hands through my hairs irrationally.
“ I messed up everything” I replied, I can’t say anything to him well not the truth at least. I have to keep her secret with me, maybe I’ll gain her trust again!!!
“ I know, it is the only thing you are master at, ” He narrowed his eye’s at me as understanding hit over his face.
“ Already” He inquired and I nod “ Cole’s man!! What did you say to her now?”
“ I was angry and said something that I shouldn’t have!” I realized that I have made a huge mistake.
“ Apologise to her then,” He said
The best part about him; is he doesn’t ask or dramatize anything, also he respects everyone’s boundaries and that’s what I appreciate right now.
“ It’s not that simple Eve”
“ There’s nothing simple Ethan, This whole world is difficult to live with, but see you are living a healthy and wealthy life...”  I cut him off “ Eve, No philosophy please” and He laughed.
“ Okay, So my straight answer to your questions is, You messed the things up so, It has to be you who needs to clear that! Understand!”  He patted on my shoulder.
We talked a few minutes and I left, It’s been really difficult to breathe with this stress.
Will it be okay if I just show up on her door without any intimation or should I call her? But there’s no way she’ll receive her damn phone after seeing my number.
I got home and tried to relax but nothing helped me. It’s late now. 
In the morning I got up and drove to her apartment. I could do this, I took a deep breath and knocked on her door.
After a few seconds, she opened it. Damn! I swear I felt something inside me!!
And yes she gave me that cold eyes again!! She was tensed at the start but relaxed after a few minutes.
I really appreciate the way she managed that house by herself. It feels like it belongs to her,  Everything was so neat, clean, and perfect. The stock of books, music albums. I didn’t know if she loves music. I’ll ask her this just not today. She disappeared into the kitchen without acknowledging me. Wow, that’s quite a show!
But damn, that women knew how to make the best coffee in the world.
When her phone biped, I saw that number, I seriously felt jealousy in my heart!!  And I heard her whole conversation with that So-called Dr. Phill.
“ I’ll pick you up at four” I announced no need to discuss this and it’s final, There’s no way I’ll let her go on her own.
She argued of course, “ NO! Why you bother to do that, I’ll prefer going alone” Her eyes were fierce.
She’s the most stubborn woman I’ve ever seen, I told her, And leave past her.
We will see how she gets in there without me!
Is she having trouble in getting sleep? I don’t know how to find answers to that and I have feelings for her now I know that, and I won’t deny them. I need to fight with her and not against her!! And I’ll have to take one step at a time to pull her guard down. And then she’ll see through me then, I’ll confess her.