Because of you

Please Read

Hi, it's me

I know I ended the story really abruptly, but I just needed to stop this story.
Some things that happened in this fanfic are based on real experiences.

On 11 July 2019, my mother passed away because of her alcohol addiction, I used that to write a story, but the longer I wrote, the harder it got.

My father and stephmother did went on a holiday that same day, but I stayed in Belgium, because I worked and I did think they deserved it to go on a holiday.
I stayed a week at my grandparents, the parents of my dad, it was a really hard week, because they didn't understand why her death affected me so hard. She did hurt me, mentally, not fysicaly, and let me and my brother down, but still, she was my mom and I have always hoped that she would give up on alcohol to get me and my brother back, that is what hurted me the most, I lost all my hope.
The other week I stayed at my stehpmothers mother and everything was a little more calm there. I had a lot of freedom and could talk to her about it, because she never knew my mom.

So yeah, this year was one of the hardest of my life, but I am really greatful to have my stephmother. I know her since I was five. She has always taken care of my like a mom should do and I can talk to her about everything.

So I'm sorry for the ending, I just want to let it behind me.

There hasn't been a day that I didn't think about her, but I don't want it to effect my future.

Thank you x