Our Incomplete Story

March 1st, saturday

March 1st, saturday

dear diary,

So my week has been AMAZING. It's like whenever we were in college and highschool and all these girls used to talk about romance and love and I think this is really what it feels like.

We got up at 9, I left for a shower thinking that he was going to go home or something but instead he was right there even after my shower. Thank god I was wearing clothes, but the sight was just mesmerizing. Him just standing there making grilled cheese sand which and come coffee and just working in the kitchen with his messy hair and rolled up sleeves. He waves at me and asks me to sit and try the grilled cheese .

Me : is this all you know how to make ?
Vincent : yup basically , oh and also scrambled eggs but yeah that's about it .
Me : well that's bad cause I don't even know how to cook at all
Vincent: are you actually serious so then who's gonna cook, or maybe we could take turns.

And then he realized that we aren't even dating. The awkward silence was killing both us and then it clicked ... my TEST . Omg and I started panicking and rush to change up , took my ID card and a pen and I come out to see Vincent had cleaned everything up and we leave the dorm still making sure no one saw us leave he drops me off to the university and leaves but before I left he took my hand and kissed it and whispered good luck. Ughhh he kept melting my heart like that. This is what made him different from all the other jerks in my class.

The test was about 4-5 hours. it was extremely hard, but i was prepared. after all the genius himself had helped me out. Rico was behind me and Damon was next to me. Damon seemed confident and finished his paper first , though Rico was struggling. i was super nervous for him but i had to get my paper done. after our test was over, we chilled for a little and then damon left to get some food or something and i asked Rico if he was doing alright, ane he said he was thinking about moving to Nursing school, i mean he could be in medschool but if he doesnt want to do it then there is really no point and i told him that once were out , ill help him to get into nursing school and then he held my hand and said this was something he needs to do himself and that no one could do it for him. and then he said it, he knowssss.

Rico: by the way tell vincent that if he plans on staying the night to park on the other side, many people in our dorm know his car, just saying ( and then he smirks at me)

Me: (shocked) you know? since when ?

Rico: sissy, the glow on your face, is clearly from love you idiot, you really thought me out of all people wont notice, you can lie to yourself but not me okay? anyways tell me all about it... How?when? where?

Me: geez chill, okay so we met the day i was at the grave after my dads car, and then i couldnt believe it either and the next day i saw him again at the hopsital not knowing he works there too, and then it just happened, meeting everyday, car rides, study sessions well yesterdy was the first.

Rico: okay well he sure may be a hottie but we gotta do a little bit of background check so stay lowkey and cool with him , what about Damon have you told him ? I swear to god he has a little crush on you even though you keep denying it, I still think that dude got something on ya.

Me : nah not at all chill he doesn't and I haven't told him yet cause they don't really get along and now if I tell my friend that "hey I'm dating your brother who you don't like very much" yeah it's only gonna make things worse so def not happening until I find a plan or something and you keep your mouth shut alright ?

Rico: ( does the key action across his lips and throws the "key" away) you have my word.

Me : alright I'm gonna see you guys after today I have an off so maybe a little chill time.

Rico: mhm chill with who haha okay bye.

And then as I walked out I see Vincent's car and he's standing outside. God this human is so beautiful but self control Nina self control is what I kept telling myself. But oddly I walk over and he hugs me like literally. For a good 2 mins and then I let my guard down and hugged him back but that was so comforting after a long 4 hour test also he smelled really good, like really really good. And then he said that he missed me. Made me smile a little for sure but he is a bit cheesy as to what I conclude from all this time of knowing him. And then he opened the door for me and we went for a drive. We both had an off so it was good, none of us were rushing or anything. We ate some lunch , drank coffee and just kept driving. On our way back though he stopped Infront of the same graveyard that we first met at. One thing anout jim is rhat he never lets me open the door, he literally holds me down , runs on the other side just to open the door and this is a rare sight in this generation but he is none like the others. He grabbed my hands and lead the way. First we made a stop at my dads graveyard he put a flower there and said something to himself, even though he didn't even know my dad. I closed my eyes and had a conversation of my own. And then he walked me over to another grave , the grave he was standing at when I first saw him. HIS DADS.

He talks about how his dad died on the same day mine did but a year ago. He talked about how he was so close to his dad. His mom would always be working and his dad would too but at night he would spend more time with the kids , teach them right and wrong , teach them about the world. We were sitting in the grass and just talking like his father and my father were also sitting there with us listening to our stories. He told me all about their childhood and their upbringing. It seems like not all rich kids get a good childhood. Money doesn't define happiness. Whenever we think that "money solves everything" , that's really not the case, I think it's more about how can you be happy anywhere whether it be a huge house or a small apartment, the happiness really depends on how you think. We spent a few hours there and then moved on.