Our Incomplete Story

March 4th, Monday

Dear diary,
I woke up in the morning and see Vincent, Damon and Rico and sleeping on the couch, all on top of eachother. It was very cute and then I remembered that I was mad at Vincent. But then I realized that maybe I shouldn't.

Vincent is the first one to wake up and he walks over me and places his hand on my forehead and brushes my hair back and then he stares at me for a minute before kissing me on the forehead. He then whispers into my ear " you're more important to me than you can even imagine" and slight smile leaves my lips upon hearing those words. God I hate it when he does that .

Soon a couple minutes later Damon and Rico wake up too, I could tell Damon was weirded out by the presence of Vincent but Rico kept eyeing me cause he knew exactly what was going on. They both tried to make me feel better and would talk to me and feed me food. After about 24 hours the doctors came and told me that I had a slight tumor in my head. For a second I got shocked and a little scared but Dr. Derek who was the head of Nuero assured me that it's a cup of tea for him. This thing runs in my family.

The entire day I was in the hospital , my family was called. I spent the entire day talking to my mother and siblings, they kept me distracted and just felt like what it feels like to die. What if I never make it past this ? What if I do right now ? Damn I haven't even had my first kiss yet , god can't do me dirty like that. Hospital food sucks, it's so disgusting and every once in a while Damon and Rico would take breaks from their rotations and console me to thinking everything will go well and that there's nothing to worry about.

It was about night time and I just couldn't go to bed. I miss my galaxy wall above my bed. I bought those lights where your entire room is like a galaxy and has stars. After all I want to see my dad before sleeping and he used to tell us how after people die they become a star. I miss those lights , no wonder why I can't sleep. And then I see Vincent staring from the transparent glass doors, scared me for a second. But he looks amazing in those blue scrubs and white coat. Just that I get to see him, makes me feel so blessed.

Me : it's been an entire day and you didn't even once meet me ? Wow

Vincent : well you see I've been planning something, want to make it special. You're surgery is tomorrow morning, id suggest you sleep why you still awake anyways ?

I didn't wanna tell him that I'm a little kid who can't sleep without lights, so I don't say anything at all and then he pulls out my lights from my apartment.

Vincent : missing these ?

Me : how did you even get that ? Omg and how did you know about those ??

Vincent : well if you remember you have me a copy of your keys, and when you fell asleep while studying and as I was about to put you to bed I saw this huge light and when I pressed the button , the entire room turned to galaxy so I assume it's important to you since it was placed right next to your dads picture.

Me: well someone's been paying attention

Vincent : told ya , you're more important to me than you think ( and then he winks at me , lately he's just been flirting too much with me )

Me : you think I'm gonna make it tomorrow morning ? ( I ask as a tear runs down my eye)

Vincent : (he kisses my tears), you're definitely making it out of there, don't you worry, ill be waiting for you. Um I'll scrub in on the sugery tomorrow, i want to be there with you the whole time. i cant leave you alone like this.( he kisses my hand) okay go to sleep now, tomorrow is big day, good night.

and for a second i thought he was leaving again, instead he scoots up a chair , takes off his white coat, puts a blanket around himself and places his head on my hand. hes sleeping by my side, and i bet his back is going to hurt in that position.

me: Vincent , please go home.

vincent : shhhh go to sleep nina, tomorrow is a big day, im fine dont worry about me.

and just like that i go to sleep, with my prince by my side. even if die tomorrow, im going to die happy, but i really hope i make it back, for him.