Our Incomplete Story

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dear diary,

you know what lately been the happiest I've ever been since my dad has left us but I'm still afraid because what if vincent leaves too? I'm afraid I've gotten too attached to the point that it will be very painful if he leaves which he probably might after all he's also a human.

I'm afraid to lose him now but I'm also happy with him. we have been on couple formal dates but were the chill couple i would say... we go to picnics after work or hell pick me up on his bike after work or something oh yeah and for our first anniversary he bought me a bike. am an actual bike since I've always wanted to own one. now I ride an actual motorcycle to work and school.

we mostly hang out in my apartment... late-night study nights, sunsets from my balcony , coffee dates, grilled cheese sandwich nights, and many sleepless nights since we end up binge-watching a show on Netflix or bake all night.

before my apartment consisted of only my clothes and shoes but now almost at every corner, i find vincent shoes or hoodies. he's also set up his clothes in the other half of my closet so he could just go to work from my apartment.

so far it has been great, we saw a house which we both liked and when it's our day off then sometimes we will go shopping for the house or decorate things in there.

its been very very hard hiding this relationship from Damon, on our first anniversary I told Rico and he said I should wait to tell Damon since he thinks that Damon might also like me and might not be in the best state to know that I'm dating his brother out of all the people. so I waited. Rico loves our relationship, he always had a hint of something going on but he never pointed it out.

today would be the right time to tell Damon since today he has kept a big party and I'm going to tell him like towards the end.

2 hours later ...

I enter his apartment which he rented out recently and I feel I've just missed out on so much lately maybe not being able to balance between my friendships and my relationship. He has everything set up in black ofc he loves his black that's one thing common between the two.  There are balloons everywhere and a whole buffet set out. He also had a mini bar section.

I see Rico coming in and soon we both start talking and I tell him how I'm going to tell Damon everything about this.
Few hours later ...

Rico : where's Vincent today tho ?
Me : oh he's flying out , his mother asked him to meet his uncle or something
Rico : ahhh so you're gonna talk to Damon alone ?
Me: yeah but first I must find him, it's already too late and everyone starts to leave.

I finally spot Damon surrounded by girls on the dance floor with a bottle of scotch in his hands. This is lowkey the side I've never seen. Drinking and girls around him weren't something I saw before. He was swaying with them and dancing it all out. I tap him on the back and he turns around and just hugs me. Okay, that's weird, Damon isn't the type of a guy to hug girls and stuff he plays it "rough" according to him. but I guess it has been a while since we've talked so maybe he's become a little soft.

he pulls me in the little group and we start dancing. it had been forever since i have danced like that, lately I've been very hectic due to studying and with vincent. this is all new for me so i tried enjoying myself a little and may have taken a few shots which explained the blackout after. the last thing I remember was throwing up and fainting into Damons arms.

the next morning 

 I open my eyes and immediately feel the worst headache, a sharp push on my head almost.it was not a good one for sure. I look around to notice that I'm not even in my room. I look around and was quick to figure out that this is Damons room. a quick fear rushes into me since I know vincent will get so mad if he finds out that im here in Damons room, knowing that they dont like each other a lot. the next thing I realize is that I have a damons shirt on and i panicking.

I hear another door opening up, which is across from the bedroom and the next thing i see is Damon in his towel which is hanging low on his waist. I cover my eyes with my hands immediately and throw his clothes over to him. he then explains how I threw up on my dress and he changed my clothes for me. I was a little embarrassed and thats when his mother bangs on the door and walks right in with vincents hand being dragged in by her hands. 

" look at what these two have been doing " , she yells as she points at me and Damon and I only look at vincent. he just looks like his soul has left his body...

and that's when I knew everything was over...

It sorry, i haven't been writing lately, just a bit busy with school and service projects but now I'm back:) or at least trying to