Our Incomplete Story

complications and misunderstandings

 Nina

" Get out you cheater! You've caused a lot of pain to my son", said vincents mom while we all were standing in the middle of the hospital. Her hospital which at this time had become one of the best hospitals in New York City. Everyone was still and looking at what was going on. there was this weird silence. As if all of a sudden time had just stopped, everybody eyes were on us. it was as if the entire world was watching me. 

My eyes were only on Vincent but he wouldn't even look at me once. I only cared about what he thought but He was just standing next to his mother across from me and just stared at the floor. Why did he all of a sudden didn't trust me? does he think I really cheated on him? oh my god I need to talk to him. I only care about what he thinks about me right now. God vincent just look at me once please.

" But I haven't even done anything Mrs. Williams! please trust me I was just - unconscious and when I woke up I was in Damon's room but I didn't do anything I promise... Damon! why don't you tell them? tell them that I didn't go there on my own.

 I got a text saying vincent will be in there waiting for me so we could go out. Vincent, baby trust me I didn't- "I get cut off when vincent grabs me by my wrist,  harshly spinning me around and pulling me out of there. He walks right out of the hospital, at first I thought he was taking me somewhere else to talk but he didn't stop. He pulled harder every second, grabbing my wrist tighter even tighter than before, the walk more like a drag seemed so long that I could no longer even feel my numb wrist. We reach a black sports car. I could tell he was mad. "Just sit inside Nina!", he yelled.

 I flinched a bit since he's never raised his voice at me like that. " Not until you tell me where are we going !", I demanded, I was also a bit scared on the inside not knowing what to expect.             " Nina, you either get in this car or I'll pick you up and put you in this car myself, you don't wanna mess with me right now!", he said while yelling at me again and this time a couple of tears roll down my eyes. There is nothing worse than realizing that the love of your life isn't trusting you especially when you need them the most.

 I cross my arms and keep standing there." Fine if this is what you want", he says while getting ready to pick me up, I jump up a little ." fine! I'll get in the car", I said while crying as my heart was shattering not because I got insulted in front of the entire hospital, not because I got accused of cheating with vincent's younger brother Damon.He became one of my good friends since we were in the same year of medical as me, but only because he won't even look me in the eye, only because he doesn't trust me anymore.

 His eyes were watery, and his cheeks were extremely pink in anger, his jaw was tight since I could tell his teeth were clenching hard. He was very mad and I was afraid of what he was going to do. He's one of those people who don't get mad often but when they do , someone is always hurt in the process and this time it wasn't going to be someone but our relationship. He drove really fast through the city making me pushed back in my seat. My heartbeat was racing really fast. We had been driving for about 10 minutes now and we are a bit far from the city now. I look outside the window, while my cheeks rested on my hands with tears just rushing down my eyes. he would usually hold onto my hands while driving but today he didn't even do that. 

" Vincent, what the heck, do you really not trust me, I told you I don't know how I ended up there. We all went out to celebrate the weekend, All the residents were there also my friends and Damon. He's also a part of my batch. and then I think someone mixed something in my drink and when I went to that room to look for you, I fell unconscious. I swear to god I don't know anything and I didn't do anything. Vincent, please at least listen to me.", I tried to explain to him what really happened, realizing my hand was on his straight arms which were on the wheel, he looks at me finally... ah thank god at least he looked at me, but then he brushes me hands of his arm. That's when I knew it that there is no point in explaining to him anymore. He won't trust any words I say right now. If he doesn't trust me anymore then there is no point in explaining anything to him anymore...

We reach a house. a beautiful house and  I recognized It pretty well. I remember mentioning this house once while I and vincent were driving and I told him how much I loved this house but since it was a bit expensive that I would wait. On our first anniversary, he bought the house for when we were to be married we would live here. We would always hang out here and bought. He gets out of the car slamming the door really loud as he gets out. He then comes on my side and opens the door in anger. Pulling me out while he grabbed on my arms harshly. I grab his hands as he pulls me out harshly. 

"Ouch- vincent you're hurting me please let me, this hurts !", I cried in pain but he still doesn't listen to me. We stop right in front of the door, he drops my arm and takes a deep breath. He looks at me crying. " Nina, you're the love of my life, I may never be able to love anyone else like I have loved you but on the other side it's my family who have been for me for this entire time and I don't want to pick aside. Do you like Damon or something? You could've literally just told me once that you wanted to end this, you didn't have to pretend this whole time.", he talks to me while gently placing his hands on my arms. How could he even ask me that, he knows I only love him. But its too late now. I just look at him with tears rushing down my eyes. 

" Nina answer me please, this is killing me!, please tell me what happened last night?!?! ", He said almost yelling at me. " No! vincent the fact that you would even ask me this question goes to show that you don't trust anything say anymore", I say while wiping my tears with the back of my hand. " You can think whatever you want, I'm not going to explain myself anymore, I thought you knew me more than myself vincent, where did all that love go huh?, where did the trust go!?!", I say while hitting him with my fist on his muscled chest.

 " Nina, look at me, I'm going to not be able to sleep anymore, please tell me what happened? I wanna hear it from you!", he said. His eyes were getting watery but he was mixed between anger and sorrow. " Vincent I've already explained myself enough I'm not going to say anything anymore because there is no point.", I say while standing in front of him but this time no tears were rushing down, I was broken at this point. " Why aren't you gonna fight for yourself if you haven't done anything, Nina say something in your defense please!", He looked desperate for my answer. " No vincent, there is no point anymore, it's me against your family. Anything I say will not matter anymore.", I say while giving in. I hand him the house keys and the promise ring he gave me, I take his hands and put it gently in there. " I'm returning my ring and house keys to you. This promise ring was the symbolism to our love and these keys to our future and today I return both of them to you," I say while tears running down my eyes and I wipe them and walk away onto the long road ahead of me.  I felt like my heart had just stopped beating for a second. the glimpse of our beautiful memories came in my head.

The first day we met in the graveyard, studying together in my dorm room, setting up my dorm together, going to his house for the first time, dancing in the kitchen while baking a cake, going on our first official date, watching a drive-in movie, laying under the stars on the roof and then the promise ring exchange.

That day I called Rico to come pick me up. He rushed with his car, found me in the middle of the road, and for a second just looked at me while I stood there in shock at what I just did. He gets out of his driver's seat, hugs me and I start balling my eyes out.

snap --

and that's when I wake up in tears.

I look at the clock in my room and it was 5 in the morning. Great back to reality now! 

I've been living this day in my dreams almost every other day in these 7 years breaking my heart each time just as painful as when I was actually living it.