Our Incomplete Story

disaster

I left town and moved here, a few years later Damon found me and apologized  alot, and then I realized it wasn't his fault if anything it was Vincent's fault for not trusting me.

even though I was mad at Vincent, I didn't give up on him, I made sure he was doing okay, read about him in the paper, and asked Damon to keep tabs on him because that's called love. to look out for each other and so I did. 

during this time, I became a mother of two, since they were just left at my doorstep, it was probably pre-planned because god was going to know how lonely I was going to get so he also gave me my best friend, Rico, and gave me 2 kids. I'm not happy but I'm not broken either. I've opened a new clinic and now I'm going to continue that...

vincent

I shut the book and start crying so loudly that the assistant was looking at me. I have made such a big mistake. I made so many assumptions about Nina when she literally did nothing at all and whats worse is that out of all the people, it was my own mother- the woman who I trusted with everything, stabbed me in the back. God! how can I be so dumb, I don't deserve Nina. I'm not worthy of her love and her trust. and then she gives me another chance and I see the kids and what do I do again? get on the next flight to get away from her yet again. I don't think I have the strength to face her anymore, but I have to fix this before I decide to never go to Nina again, I can't hurt her anymore so its best if I stay away from her.

I get off the plane and ask the driver to take me to my mom's.

we drive off back again at this place that I left about 5 years ago. it still looks the same just more empty. I ring the doorbell and our servant opens the door, I greet him, put my stuff down and hug him, he is one of the oldest, he raised me and Damon.

" where is she ?" I look him in the eye, I could tell he was afraid of the look that I had on my face. it was a mix of anger, shame, guilt, and frustration.

I slam the office, where she was having a meeting and a bunch of people from the office was also there but that wasn't going to stop me. I was very very frustrated and guilty.

" Mom, were you behind all of this?" I directly ask her in front of everyone. without any hesitation.

" behind what? and what are these manners vincent ?" she looks at me with her fiery eyes, at the same while she's trying to act innocent about the whole situation.

" To hell with my manners, I should've never fallen for your words, I should've never trusted you, mom, it's not Nina who broke me , its You, I can't believe it, it's my own mother. so to hell with your company and to hell with you" I leave the office and drive away.

after a few hours

I open the 2 huge doors of our house. its still mine and Nina's. I never sold it or let anyone touch it. everything was as it is, everything changed but this house because it was ours, we built it. I brush the dust off the name. we bought a little sign right outside the door with our name on it. all the memories come right back. I walk around the house, remembering some of the best times of my life, our dates, our cooking, our movie nights, our study dates everything comes flooding back. I open the backyard and sit on the porch on Ninas favorite swing. she loved this out of the entire house, after late-night work, id always finds her here, looking into the ocean behind our house. she would sit with her journal and lightly swing while her hair blew into the air carried from the waves of the ocean. she talked about how she was so afraid of the ocean but she would always say how she wanted to conquer all her fears so she always would sit here and look at it until she fell in love with it and that's the woman I fell in love with.

a light tap is felt on my shoulder and I turn around to see it, its my mother.

" i knew id find you here", I brush my shoulder away from her touch

"I don't want to talk to you Ma, all you've done is ruined the best thing I ever had, this was the one time I chose something for myself and you even took that away from me , why did you do that huh answer me why?" i face her directly with bottled frustration inside of me.

" because i feared shed take you away from me, i thought if she came into your life, then she would snatch you away from me, so i wanted to keep you safe and away from her," she said while holding my hands.

" Mom just because i love her doesn't mean I'm going to stop loving you, I'm still going to love you and her, there is no need for snatching anything, but now that won't be there anyway because I've decided I'm not coming back", i get rid of her grip.

" WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?!?! vincent it's not too late... you are still the best surgeon in the country, you can join my hospital back again, I already know this girl, you can get married and live a happy life, you won't even remember Nina and her issues, you can move on!".

" you see , that's the problem, you never saw what I was happy in, you always care about reputation and goodwill, but no mother I care about love and happiness. I'm going to live in this house, it's alright if Ninas not going to be with me, ill live with her memories, the time we've spent together is more than enough for me to live, ill be alive with those memories, I don't need anything else but one thing i must say, youre the reason for all my sorrows. today you have not only lost your son but everything. look at what you have done... happy now? look around mom, Ninas not here, but neither is your son. this body is just an empty body whos breathing on oxygen, my soul is gone, its where Nina is and it'll always be with her ", I never speak back to my mother but i was hurting. I pour myself a glass of drink and takes it away from me. shes crying too and it hurts to see her like but at this point, I don't care.

" vincent, im sorry that I did this to you but please tell me how can i fix this "

" you cant anymore , mother now its just this house and my memories"

and i see nina walking down the stairs in the light in a white dress, her skin looking so angelic and she whispers " our memories" i blink for a second and shes gone.

"Ma, the thing is she has forgiven me, shes waiting to start a new life with me, that's how generous she is, after everything she is willing to give me another chance but I'm guilty, I'm so ashamed of myself because every time I look into her pure eyes I see the time that I've hurt her, it takes me back to the time we insulted her in front of the entire hospital when she left this house crying when she begged me to listen to her BUT I DIDNT BECAUSE I TRUSTED YOU! and now you want me to go back to her ... HOW CAN I FACE HER NOW? so no mom its too late, congrats you've done what you wanted to now please leave this house. only me and Nina can be here, so please leave!" I say while sipping on my drink.

a few hours go by and I pass out on the bed...

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THE NEXT CHAPTER IS GOING TO BE VERY SPECIAL BECAUSE IT MAY OR MAY NOT BE THE LAST CHAPTER:))))))