Our Incomplete Story

If she's stubborn then so am I

Vincent 

I walk out of the hospital with my leather bag in my hand. I don't know how long it's going to be before I go home. it makes sense why she's so angry but it's not like she can't just forgive me, after all, we did date for 2 years and yet I didn't trust her after that. GOD I HATE MYSELF FOR DOING THAT TO HER, but it's still not too late, it's not like she has moved on either, and I don't think she had kids or anything either so I still have my chance and I still love her a lot so I'm not giving up this time.

I've been walking for a good 30 minutes now when I see a bunch of houses and hotels. it looked like an olden wooden building, like mini cabins, good for winter seasons. when I walk in, it looked pretty decent, there was a big lounge area with white couches and a fireplace. it looked pretty cozy and there was also a man standing behind the desk, most likely to be the receptionist. it was way too cold today and this place was pretty warm and cozy. how does she even live here? I walk over to the man and ask him for the biggest room in the hotel. he looks at me funny. 

" Can I help you with something?", I said in a bit strangeness

" you remind me of someone, a young man maybe a year or two younger than you, he was about your height and looked like a foreigner just like you... he also asked for the biggest room in our hotel.", he said 

" that's funny who would want to come in this place, its cold, not developed, it's tough out here, I'm here because I've made some very very stupid mistakes in the past and now I'm here to correct them, you might know Dr. Nina, she owns the clinic in this town, have you heard of her?", I asked, I'm pretty sure everyone knows her after all she's so loving and caring.

"of course we do, everyone knows her here, she's a very sweet girl. when she moved here a few years ago she was alone and surprisingly, no one was with her, it's very strange how no one came to ask about her except for this one man, who was just like you, he did come to ask about her, probably an old friend, anyways here are the keys to your room, dinner will be served shortly.", and he left before I could ask him about anything.

" Who could it be? dam- no it can't be and even if it is, she probably wouldn't have met him, not after everything right ?, god why am I even thinking about this. I walk in my room and its gorgeous. there is a huge balcony and I can see an amazing sunset. there is a huge bed in the middle of the room, everything is wooden here, there is a separate kitchen and lounge area. 

I'm going to just lay down for a few minutes, because of this exhausting walk god.

10:00 pm

Oh My God, its 10:00 pm, have I been sleeping during this whole time. I look over at my phone and there is a missed call. it's my mother. should I call her back, maybe its an emergency, but she literally calls me every day just to tell me about herself and ends the call by asking me to come back and forget about everything. i haven't said a word to her in all these years. and neither has Damon. she told me how he too left after completing his medical. I don't want to talk to anyone in my family, they haven't done anything other than take away the most precious thing in my life.

I call her 

" Vincent, where have you been, baby just talk to me once, I know you're mad at me but its been 7 years and I just want to hear you once, did that girl really matter to you that much, I'm sorry for taking away your happiness, just give me one chance I will fix everything. I really love you and Damon. he hasn't talked to me either. I'm all lonely now. that girl took both of my sons away from me. Vincent, you've always been the smart one please come back to me, I really love you-", that's it I'm done for today. 

I start unpacking everything, when I hit something, our house keys, I've always carried it with me, I still have that house just in hope that me and Nina will go back to it someday. how could I have ever even thought about selling it it's the little nest of love for me and Nina, it wasn't just a house, it was a dream, a home to us. it had hopes and late-night study dates, future planning, kitchen dances, it had us. 

Nina 

ahhh its been an exhausting day today but nothing that my little babies cant fix. I walk in and they both come running to me. they both are these sweet little angels, how will I ever tell them about their mom and dad. they think I'm their mother and that their dad is not there, these poor little things don't even know about what happened to their parents. I walk in and set my bag on the couch and have them sit on each of my laps and just hug them for 2 minutes, I feel like all the peace of the world has just come into my lap. this is usually how it is when I go home. we eat dinner, talk about our days, watch a movie or read a book and then sleep. sometimes I wish I could just be a stay home mom and give them more time and love them how their mother probably would have if she were here, but I'm always so busy in the clinic, and being a single parent is so hard. this is one of the reasons why I didn't want any kids, they need love, and that's definitely not one of my expertise. 

I just got some free time on my hands. it's almost 11. I change into some comfy clothes and sit on my bed. I've got some emails to check, write a little in my journal, then I'll just go to sleep.

I did get a confirmation email from vincents company, looks like he isn't practicing medicine too much anymore. so much has changed during this time.he's now the CEO of this huge medication company, I'm here and Damon's just everywhere. I check a few other emails, some from home, some from work,  and one from Damon.

" Dear Nina, 

I'm coming to visit you soon and the clinic too, say hi to the kids, tell them that their uncle is coming soon with a bunch of gifts, let me know if you want anything from here for the hospital or yourself, you never ask for anything but feel free to let me know. I'm booking a flight in a few weeks...

see you soon, 

Damon

yes, he usually comes visits me but during this whole time, we've been good friends only and nothing else. throughout these years, he's really helped with a lot of stuff and I did forgive him for everything. I have just moved on from that piece of my life. it's gone. i just want things back to normal. i want vincent to go back and not try to come back now. this time i really wont have the energy to recollect everything. i dont want to trust anyone again or even love again. i had lost my dad and that took a big toll on me and then vincent , i dont think i can handle anymore than this.