messages ; seventeen ljh ♡

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6:30AM

i just woke up, checked my phone and saw a missed call and voice message jihoon sent me from last night, i texted back even though it was 4:30am for him. afterwards, i ate breakfast, relaxed for a bit, got ready then made my way to work. 

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6AM

i just woke up, checked my phone and replied back to y/n. i got out of bed, ate breakfast with the members, got ready and we made our way to the dance studio. 

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1PM

it was busy this morning at work but now it's chill. while i was displaying new albums on the shelf, i saw seventeen's album and it made me smile while thinking about them. 

"how long are you going to stare at that album? haha" one of my coworkers asked 

"oh, oops haha" i said and continued displaying the albums on the shelf

"you have lunch break soon right?" 

"yep in 5 minutes"

"could you please buy me bubble tea? i'll pay you back"

"sure, just let me know what kind you want"

"awesome, thanks!" she said and smiled

"no worries" i said and smiled back

when i had my lunch break, i quickly bought my colleague her bubble tea and gave it to her then i bought myself pasta to eat and sat at a park nearby. while i was eating, i read jihoon's text message and texted him back to check if he was free to call and he called a minute later. we were catching up and ran through our plans for the day. after the call ended, i went back to work and was in a better mood because of the call with jihoon. 

↠ 𝚓𝚒𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚗'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟 ↞

after the call ended, we continued dance practice for the next few hours, ate lunch then went straight to the music studio with bumzu-hyung. 

3PM

we finished editing and finalising the new songs then recorded all the members parts and back-up vocals. the album was finally completed but some of the members and i have been working on other songs for other future comebacks. 

i was looking through pictures and videos with and of y/n for inspiration and was reminiscing the memories we've made together. i ended up writing 3 new songs about y/n and my first love story, i was satisfied with it. bumzu-hyung and i listened through instrumentals i could use for the songs so i could start recording them. 

6PM

when we finished recording and editing through the songs, we had to head back to the dorm. while the members and i were walking out of the pledis entertainment building, the pledis ceo; han seong-su called out my name and i walked towards him. 

"annyeonghaseyo" i said and bowed

"annyeonghaseyo, jihoon. we need to talk" 

he started questioning me about the twitter posts and dating rumours but i didn't really answer his questions and i didn't mention about y/n or her name just to protect her. i looked over to the members and they've noticed i looked uncomfortable and wasn't talking much, there was an awkward silence between us. the members started calling my name, i said goodbye and bowed to him then ran to the van where everyone was waiting for me. 

↠𝚢/𝚗'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟↞

5PM

i just finished work and i drove home. once i got home, i got changed, studied for an hour or so and ate dinner with my parents. 

7PM

i uploaded a new song cover on my youtube channel, finished writing the songs i've been working on and i had 5 in total. i made instrumentals for each song, finalised the lyrics and started recording the vocals.

↠ 𝚓𝚒𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚗'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟 ↞

7PM

once we arrived back at the dorm, we ordered takeaway food for dinner and relaxed for a while. i couldn't stop thinking about how han seong-su was questioning about the twitter posts and dating rumours then i told the members about it and they told me that i should mention it to y/n. 

↠𝚢/𝚗'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟↞

10:30PM

i ended up recording only 2 songs because i was getting tired. after i got ready for bed, i've been texting jihoon. he told me that he loved my new song cover and brought up the conversation he had with the pledis ceo. it got me thinking whether i would want our relationship to be revealed to the public but i was getting worried about the hate jihoon and i would receive. half of me wants our relationship to be public and the other half wants it to remain as a secret.

↠ 𝚓𝚒𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚗'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟 ↞

8:30PM

y/n told me her thoughts and feelings about it and i understand and respected it. personally, i would like our relationship to be public to clear up the dating rumours and for y/n to receive more supporters and recognition for her singing. it would be nice to not keep our relationship as a secret for too long so i can do things for y/n freely without hiding it or getting suspicions from carats. it was already getting late for y/n, i let her sleep then i got ready for bed and slept.