my brother's friend; kv

chapter 32

"i should go now. we have school tomorrow.", jeongguk says after staying with taehyung for almost 3 hours, talking about random things and sharing a couple kisses more.

"oh, okay.", taehyung says, trying to not let the other see how sad he suddenly feels. but thinking of that he'll see him the next morning, cheers him up a little.

for the last time jeongguk goes on top of taehyung, again hovering above him as he's laying there, looking at jeongguk's face with pink cheeks.

he leans in to press his lips on taehyung's and they start kissing so softly and gently.

taehyung has cupped jeongguk's face with his hands as he moves his lips, butterflies flying around in his belly like crazy.

jeongguk slowly breaks the kiss just to stare at taehyung for a couple seconds. "beautiful.", he comments, before pecking his lips for the last time and then standing up.

"you can stay here, joon will take me to the door.", he says and taehyung nods, sitting on his bed as jeongguk's already standing at the door.

"bye.", taehyung says cutely and waves. jeongguk smiles at him before finally leaving. and as soon as the door closes taehyung lets himself fall on his bed, having a big grin on his face that almost hurts.

he takes a pillow in his hands just to hide his face in it and squeal into it.

taehyung immediately grabs his phone to call jimin.

"tae?"

"i love him. he's the love of my life. he's so amazing oh my god chim i love him."

jimin chuckles on the other side.

"what happened? what did you do?"

"we talked, we cuddled, we kissed... a lot."

jimin again smiles.

"are you dating now?"

"what? no- i don't know, no i guess.."

"i'm sure he'll make things clear when the time is right."

~

"the next time you hit me.. please not in my face, i can't go to school because of it.", jeongguk says emotionless as he comes home and finds his mom and her boyfriend in the livingroom.

"it smells again.", he mumbles to himself as he starts cleaning up, picking up the empty alcohol flasks. but suddenly he stops in his movements, letting the flasks fall.

a syringe.

he looks at his mother who looks like she isn't responsive anymore, having a little smile on her face as her eyes almost roll back.

she injected heroine.

and probably too much.

he knew that she was doing drugs like smoking weed and sometimes taking ecstasy pills and shit but it's the first time that he sees her injecting heroine.

"she's overdosing.", he says and quickly kneels down to look at his mother who's sitting on the sofa, in the arms of her drunk boyfriend properly.

"what? she's not.", her boyfriend says, laughing, but jeongguk already rushes to his phone and calls the ambulance.

~

both of them need to stay in the hospital for one night or maybe more.

jeongguk now arrived at home again after making sure that they're both were "ok" now, meaning that doctors were taking care of them.

he sighs heavily as he starts cleaning up again. he can't help it and he hates himself for letting it happen but tears start to leave his eyes. he still doesn't stop cleaning up though.

he just saw his mother almost overdosing and he doesn't know what to feel. he hates her, yes he does. but after all she's the only one he still has left, since his father left years ago. now he's losing his mother on drugs and he can't do anything.

the circumstances under which they live is disgusting and just embarrassing. and she got herself that disgusting pig of a boyfriend who just makes everything worse and also makes her addictions worse.

both of them are ruining jeongguk's life but still he cares and still he doesn't want to lose his mother. even though he knows he already has...

"i fucking hate you.", he mumbles as he keeps on cleaning up his home which he also likes to call hell.

more than half an hour later he's finished and looks around, satisfied, since it looks okay now again.

"it's so peaceful when you two are not here.", he again mumbles to himself as he enters his room. exhausted, he changes into his pyjamas and lays down in his bed, having a smile on his face as he starts thinking of taehyung. then he finally falls asleep, knowing he has school tomorrow.

~

jeongguk smiles as he sees taehyung and namjoon walking to him and the others. but actually he just smiles because of taehyung. he's wearing jeans and a sweatshirt which he has tucked inside his pants but luckily he also wears a jacket so his ass is a little covered even if it's only like to the half.

"hey pup.", jeongguk says and pulls taehyung close, wrapping his arms around his waist to hug him. "you look so pretty."

taehyung looks at his face after they hugged with a cute blush. "thank you ggukie."

"first jackson and now the new guy? this all in even less than 2 months? he really is a whore.", they hear someone saying and taehyung's heart skips a bit, his feelings getting unbelievably hurt by the mean words of these students.

jeongguk's narrowed eyes wander around, wanting to see who the fuck just talked like that about taehyung. as he sees that it were some girls, standing there and watching them, he still wants to go to them but taehyung holds him back.

"gguk, please not." jeongguk looks at taehyung confused.

"they're not worth it and i'm okay. don't worry."

jeongguk doesn't look satisfied and the strict expression hasn't left his face yet but he sighs. starting a fight with some stupid school girls won't make anything better.

"let's go to class.", jeongguk says, gently grabbing taehyung by his waist to pull him closer.