STRAY KIDS one shots

Coffee part 3

A little review~

Felix: All I can tell you is that, Chan's past love life was not easy.
Jisung: Okay, thanks for telling me that.
Felix: I'm really sorry, it's not that I want to keep it from you, but I am not in the place to tell you too.
Jisung:*smile* No problems. I understand. I'll ask Chan by myself once we are closer.
Felix:*smile* I will be here for you no matter what.
Jisung: Stop with this emotional talk. Let's just talk about *wiggled eyebrow* you and Changbin?

At the mention of Changbin, red shade can be found at Felix's freckled face. They spent their morning walk to university talking about the boys they are dreaming to get.

Continue~

Author p.o.v

Their day went smoothly 'till the end. There are some problems here and there regrading there university but it was solved during the day. Their project which their submitted last time, able to catch the heart of their teacher to make them to be their representatives of their class.

Chan:*smile* Congratulations to all of us!
Changbin: Should we post it online?
Jisung: I have no problem with that.
Felix: Same here.
Chan: Should we? I mean, in our dance our faces was not covered at all.
Jisung: Should we retake the video then?
Felix: Let's do it tomorrow. At their dorm. Can we?
Changbin: Sure, *wink* you are welcome all the time.

Chan:*smirk* Love is everywhere~
Jisung:*smirk* I smell something delicious~

Felix:*whine* Stop it.
Changbin:*playfully hit Chan* Don't.

Chan and Jisung laugh at their response while Changbin and Felix was embarrassed by their response. Such a way to end their day.

Their class have come near to the end. They have spent their time together for a year. They already went through a lot of things, one of them was that Changbin and Felix who have started dating for 4 months. Starting next month, they will be spread to each different class regarding their chosen subject. Felix has decide to change his class to dance class. Chan has taken part at singing class the same goes too Jisung. Meanwhile Changbin has decide to joined chemistry class up to curiosity. The only one who have the biggest chance to share the same class, are Chan and Jisung since both of them still take the same class.

Jisung, whose feeling for Chan hasn't faded away yet, is waiting for the time where Chan will tell him about his past. They are way more closer then what they used to be in the past. Seeing Felix and Changbin starting to date, make his heart burn in jealousy, yet, he can't blame this fault to anyone.

Chan, on the other hand, is still wary about opening his feeling to someone new. He knew that Jisung has a crush on him since Changbin told him so. Changbin words when he told him that still ring freshly inside his head.

Changbin: If you are too afraid to take him now, don't blame him nor yourself when he was tired of waiting for you. You know it well that he is not in the situation where he can ask you to open up to him. Think about that carefully. If you keep this up, you are gonna regret soon. It only the matter of time.

Should he tell him the truth now? Is it the right time? He knows that he need to tell Jisung if he want to accept Jisung. He also know that his heart also start to have taken a liking toward that boy. But his mind just won't leave those cruel memory behind. Maybe not his mind but him. He decide to take a hold of his fear. He plan to confess his past and his feelings to Jisung the next day where they are supposed to meet. Let the string of fate play their roles. If they are meant to be together, then there we will be. But if the string says the other thing, Chan will gladly take it that way knowing that forcing Jisung to love him will end up hurting both of them.

The day where they will meet each other and where Chan gonna confess to Jisung about everything have come. Chan who have arrived at the cafe where they have appoint, text Jisung to let him know.

Through text~

Chan: I'm here.
Jisung: Okay, I'm on my way.
Chan: We are meeting at ABC cafe.
Jisung: The one near the fashion platform?
Chan: Yes, I have save us a seat.
Jisung: Okay, gonna be there soon.

Chan take a deep breath every minute. Trying to calm his racing heart. Jisung soon come to his sight. Chan feel that his courage which he have built suddenly drop and vanish to thin air. Looking at Jisung who have taken his seat infront of him.

Jisung: Sorry for the waiting.
Chan:*nervous* N-no problem.
Jisung:*concern* Is there any problems?
Chan:*take a deep breath* I'm gonna tell you something. What your perspective about me after hearing this, I will respect it. No matter what it is.

Jisung feels sudden nervousness. He is scared of what will Chan tell him. Is it something regarding his past? If it is that, he feel slight happiness because that means Chan have trust him enough to tell him about his past. Which according to Felix was not easy. Chan take the last deep breath before spilling every thing about his past. Starting from how he met him, how long was there relationship, and how did he lost him. Everything. Including his fear of starring to love someone. His depression, his heart break, his pain, basically everything.

Jisung stay seated. He stay silence. More like fall silence. He can't make any noise not even a single squeak. He can't believe that Chan past love life was that worst. Yes, he did consider the worst situation which was where Chan past lover has died. But, he doesn't get a hang that the love story that was between them was that deep and miserable. When Chan have come to the end of his story, he can't dear himself looking straight to Jisung's eyes. He can't even dare to lift his head. He feel ashamed, no, more like he is scared. He didn't hear any voice from Jisung which make him come to the conclusion that Jisung's perspective about him has change.

Jisung: Hyung, *whisper* I'm sorry.

Chan stare at Jisung with disbelief. Why did he said sorry? Did he have pressure Jisung?

Chan:*taken back* Wh-what?
Jisung:*a tear roll down* I-I'm sorry. I do-don't know that yo-you went through a lot. I'm sorry.

Chan get more taken back when he saw a tear rolled down from Jisung's eye.

Chan:*taken back* H-hey. What are you crying?
Jisung:*trying not to cry* I-its jus-
Chan:*trying to calm Jisung down* Hey, hey, it's okay. It's okay.

Jisung take his time to calm himself down. Chan stay there with him. Waiting patiently for him to calm down. After Jisung has calm himself down, he told Chan what did he think about him. From when did he start to develop feelings for him. And also that his perspective about him will never change. No matter what have happens or what will happen in the far future.

Chan: Thank you. Thank you for listening to my story. I know that it is not a nice story.
Jisung:*smile* I'm always ready for being your listener buddy. I'll be here when you need me. No matter when, my ears will always be ready.
Chan:*smile* Thank you. *hold Jisung's hand* Can I ask you a question?
Jisung: Sure. What is it?
Chan: Can I call you mine?

Jisung is flustered. Who knew that Chan gonna confess to him now?! Blush quickly make way to his plum cheeks. He pinch himself to make sure this is not just one of his beautiful dream. When he come to realize that this is not a mere dream, he nod his head with a smiling bright smile creeping its way to his lips.

Jisung:*excited* Yes! Yes! You can call me yours.
Chan:*smile* I'll always make sure to make you happy and protect you. I'll always protect you. No matter what happens.

They have both received their own happiness. Both couple, have decide to spent their days together being side by side with eachother. Facing both happiness and sadness together.