STRAY KIDS one shots

Talk part 1

Y/n p.o.v

We are in a restaurant with our two other friends who are in two years old relationship now. We accidentally met each other when we are buying some milk tea and decided to catch up with each other. My boyfriend is seated next to me still with his typical expression less face. Not gonna lie, it looks sexy for me even though it is scary for others including my friends. But sometimes, I wish for it to have more expression. Sometimes.

Y/n: So, did you go to Paris last month?
Bella:*excited* Yes! Chan booked us first class ticket!
Y/n: Woah, thats nice!
Bella:*excited* He even bring me to a very romantic dinner!
Y/n:*smirk* With wine?
Bella:*smirk* A lot of it. Talking about wine, do you know that Jennifer's husband is the CEO of a wine company?
Y/n: Jennifer's Jang? She is married?!

Chan: Can't your face get any nicer?
Changbin:*raise an eyebrow* Got a problem?
Chan:*smirk* It's a miracle that y/n is still with you. You are really make for each other.
Changbin:*smirk* It's also a miracle that Bella still stay with you even with your crazy work schedule.
Chan: She loves me.
Changbin: Same as mine. What 'bout your latest song?
Chan: Still in progress. I am having some troubles with the lyrics. Wanna help?
Changbin: Let me listen to the guide.

We finished our dinner and went home to our own way. Mine and Changbin's hand is lock to each other. I like it. I like the feeling of the rough Changbin's hand grazing through my palm. Changbin's gaze never change, still focus on the road while mine focus on him and my interlock hands.

Changbin: Do you ever regret being my girlfriend?

I look at him confused. What's with the sudden question? I look at him not answering expecting him to look at me and explain why did he asked that question. He keep on looking forward even when he know that I am looking at him for explanation.

Y/n: Where did it come from?
Changbin: Just answer it.
Y/n:*sigh* No, I never regretted it. I never even thought of regretting it. Why? *worried* Is there something bothering you?
Changbin: I just want to hear your answer. That's all.
Y/n:*confused* Okay?

Knowing Changbin really well, he is lying now. He definitely have something in his mind. With he not telling me actually hurt me a little cause he is not being open with me, I know that he will come and tell me. I just need to wait for a little while and I will know why he asked me that question.

Y/n: Remember Jennifer?

Changbin just nod. I smiled. At least he answer me back its not that he always say his answer our loud, with just a simple gesture of him, is enough for me to feel glad. Yet, sometimes I want him to say it.

Y/n: Bella told me that she got married last year in Hawaii. *chuckle* No wonder I don't get to contact her last year. Bella said that she deliberately didn't invite anyone cause she want to make it small and personal. She is going here for a holiday next month. I hope to catch up with her. Do you know who her husband is?
Changbin: If not mistaken, Hyunjin.
Y/n: Your friend?

Just as usual, Changbin just listen to me and nod to me, giving me short quick answer. I look at him before looking straight at the road quietly. A little, just a little, I hope for him to respond to my story or ramble to me. Even if it is just a simple 'yes', 'no' or whatever it is. I want to hear it from him.

Day went by and weeks are gone. Still, I don't have any idea of why the sudden question of Changbin was asked. My relationship with Changbin is still the same as ever. Changbin is still working with Chan on a music while I still in my dance academy teaching my students.

Yeri: Miss, what will we be learning today?
Y/n: How about My My by Seventeen?
Joy:*excited* Okay! Can I have Jun's part?
Y/n:*smile* Sure. You can pick it by yourself.
Yeri:*excited* I want to try DK's part.

I wait for them by the side for they to finish choosing what role will they learn. I am still by the side when some of my co-workers walk past me talking about something that spark my interest.

Worker 1: Are you sure?!
Worker 2: Yes, I heard it very clear yesterday.
Worker 1: Doesn't that mean Miss y/n will broke up soon? It's sad to know that.
Worker 2: I know right. I don't know who the new girl is, but they said that Miss y/n's boyfriend will propose to her soon.
Worker 1:*sigh* I wonder how Miss y/n's reaction to this news?
Worker 2: I'm sure she is shock. Or maybe she hasn't know it yet.
Worker 1:*sigh* I wish they best for her.

What? Changbin will propose to a girl? And will break up with me? I know that all the things that's make me worried should be told to Changbin but I don't think I can tell this to Changbin not when his question is still disturbing me. My mind was disturbed when my students come to me telling me that they have distribute themselves properly. I'll thought about it later on.

Changbin p.o.v

The conversation between me and Jisung is still lingering on my mind. Am I that bad? Should I really change?I'm uncomfortable doing that but if it makes y/n happy, I'll try it.

Flashback~

Changbin:*yawn* I'm tired.
Jisung: Because? Making music?
Changbin: I spent my night with y/n yesterday.
Jisung:*smirk* For?
Changbin:*roll eyes* Watching movie. What are you thinking?
Jisung: You are not fun. By the way, do you act the same way to y/n as how you act toward us?
Changbin: Why? I act the same toward everyone.
Jisung: Don't it ever cross your mind that y/n could be hurt if you act this cold toward her?

I don't answer Jisung and just keep quiet. He need to leave for something leaving me alone in the café and drowned in my mind. Did y/n think like that? Did she feel hurt because of my cold response? I don't know how to express my care. Should I show my care to her more? But, how?

Present~

Author p.o.v

Since that day, y/n has been distant toward Changbin. She have this doubt inside her heart, she knew that she need to talks this out with Changbin but she can't make herself do it. Changbin is still the same. He is thinking how to change his way but he can't found it. He can't force himself to go out of his usual self. He haven't make any phone call nor text to y/n. The same goes as y/n. Their relationship seems more and more fragile each day. Maybe, just one simple wrong word from one of them will broke them up.