STRAY KIDS one shots

Little Do You Know

By Alex & Sierra

Little do you know
How I'm breaking while you fall asleep
Little do you know
I'm still haunted by the memories
Little do you know
I'm trying to pick myself up piece by piece
Little do you know
I need a little more time
Underneath it all I'm held captive by the hole inside
I've been holding back
For the fear that you might change your mind
I'm ready to forgive you, but forgetting is a harder fight
Little do you know
I need a little more time

Y/n p.o.v

He will love me like how he did back then. He will care for me like how he did back then. He will give me all the love I need like how he did back then. Right? Last night, he came to my house, begging on his knee for me accept him back.

Flashback~

Changbin:*sobbing* Y/n, I'm sorry. It's all my fault! *beg* Please come back to me! I need you in my life! My life have never been the same without you beside me! Please, come back to me!

Deep in my heart, I still love him. I want him back to my life even though he throw me out that time. I can't bear seeing him leaving with other girl. I want him to be with me. I want to accept him yet the thought of him betraying me for the second time make me reconsider my action again.

I'll wait, I'll wait
I love you like you've never felt the pain, I'll wait
I promise, you don't have to be afraid, I'll wait
Love is here, and here to stay
So lay your head on me
Little do you know
I know you're hurt while I'm sound asleep
Little do you know
All my mistakes are slowly drowning me
Little do you know
I'm trying to make it better piece by piece
Little do you know
I, I love you 'til the sun dies

Changbin p.o.v

I'll wait for y/n's answer. I'll accept whatever her answer is. I hope for her to accept me back but I know that what I did in the past can't be forgiven. I regret the choice of me choosing that woman instead of staying loyal beside y/n. I dare to beg in public if she want to be by my side again. Every morning, I look at my phone, wishing that I'll see a greeting text from her. Every night, I'll wait again infront of my phone wanting it to ring to hear her voice after a very tiring day.

Everything seems different without her by my side. I want her. I still want her. I always want her. I know what I did is wrong, yet, I'm too selfish to let her go. I want her to be beside me. I'll wait. I'll patiently wait for her answer. I'll wait even if that means I'll live in agony.

I'll wait, just wait
I love you like I've never felt the pain, just wait
I love you like I've never been afraid, just wait
Our love is here, and here to stay
So lay your head on me

Y/n p.o.v

Flashback~

Changbin:*sobbing* I'll love you more than what I did before! I won't ignore your text and call! I won't leave your side! I won't look to the other girls! *beg* Please, come back to me?

The way he beg at me so desperately. The way his eyes glisten in sadness and regret. The way his lips quiver everytime he beg at me. My heart ache everytime I was reminded by that. I want to be back to his arms. But why is it so hard for me to forget everything about what he had done to me?!

I'll wait (I'll wait), I'll wait (I'll wait)
I love you like you've never felt the pain, I'll wait (I'll wait)
I promise you don't have to be afraid, I'll wait
Love is here, and here to stay
So lay your head on me
Lay your head on me
So lay your head on me
'Cause little do you know
I love you 'til the sun dies

Changbin p.o.v

I'll wait. I'll wait here. I'll keep knocking on the door of your heart to make it accept me back in it. I'm trying hard to make it better piece by piece. I promise that, I'll be there for you. I'll love you unconditionally. I'll listen to every single of your problems. Please, come back to me.

Flashback~

Y/n:*mumble* I do-don't know. I don't know if I'm ready to ac-accept you back. I do-don't wanna get hurt again! *cry* It's hurt! *shout* It's hurt, Changbin! It's just so bad! That I don't even want to see your face again! *mumble* Yet my heart keep aching for you.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Please, please forgive me! I'm sorry. I regret everything I did. I regret choosing her. I want you. Only you. You are the only one in my life. Please. Come back.