STRAY KIDS one shots

Hug

Hug by Seventeen

Author p.o.v

Secretly laughing, secretly crying
While hiding my state [of mind]
The day that seems too much for me passes by
Today, too, the words can't be said
And can only be reflected in one's heart
It's hard, it's hard, it's hard

Changbin:*mumble* I'm tired.

His tired step toward his shared dorm with his roommate. Sigh can be heard every two steps he take. He feel tired. He feel angry but he doesn't know why. He wants nothing but to rest. He want to sleep this tiredness away. He quicken his pace before slowing down again, not having enough energy to do so.

Whenever it's hard [for you]
You can get a hug from me
I am the same

Y/n:*smile* Welcome home. How are your day?

The moment he enter the house he was greet by his one. He feel relieved looking at her smiling so warmly. He shake his head saying that nothing is wrong. He drag his feet to their shared room and dump everything he has before on the floor. Sitting on the edge of the bed, head between his hands. Tired but can't seem to relax.

No matter how much you hide it
You know you can't hide it forever
So we can smile together
Don't be sorry, don't worry
Don't be scared, now don't cry

Y/n:*softly* Hey, are you okay?
Changbin:*mumble* I am.
Y/n:*softly* You can tell me everything.
Changbin:*mumble* I'm fine.
Y/n:*softly* I'll take you something to eat. Tell me when you are ready. I'll always be here for you.
Changbin:*frustrated* But I'm fine!
Y/n:*smile* I know. I know you are. I'll always be here for you.

He fall back to the bed that he missed. His one leave the room wanting to take something for him to fill his stomach. He close his eyes tightly regretting why did he get frustrated by her. She is there for him and she cared for him but why did he get frustrated just now.

To me you are very precious
You can tell me today was tough
I am here, you suffered a lot
I love you
I will hug you

Tears start forming. He wipe his tears away not wanting to cry. He doesn't want to cry. Not infront of her. He need to stay strong. Just when he want to wipe his tears, a hug is given for him by the back.

Y/n:*whisper* Cry if you wanna cry. I'm here for you.

The hug was tight and warm. It was nice to be there.

Changbin:*mumble* I'm not.
Y/n:*whisper* Cry. Cry like how you want to. I'm here. I'll give you a hug and wipe your tears.

Whenever it's hard [for you]
You can get a hug from me
I am the same

He cried. Inside the hug that she offer. Inside the warm hands that surrounded him. She whisper the word that he have been wanting to hear since just now. She is making him pouring out his tears more. He hate that but he is grateful for her. He want nothing but for this feeling to end. He suffer from this feeling.

Y/n:*whisper* You have done a good job. A very good one.

No matter how much you hide it
You know you can't hide it forever
So we can smile together
Don't be sorry, don't worry
Don't be scared, now don't cry

His cries soften. He face her and hug her close. He sniff her smell. He take in every thing that she offer. He like this moment. He like every moment with her. Just them alone in their bedroom. Hands tangled, body closed, feeling each other warmth, whispering nothing but sweet words to each other. They wish for this moment not to end.

To me you are very precious
You can tell me today was tough
I am here, you suffered a lot
I love you
I will hug you

Y/n: Changbin.
Changbin: Yes?
Y/n: Remember this okay, you are not alone. I'm here for you. I'll always be.
Changbin:*nod* Thank you.
Y/n:*smile* I love you. I care for you.
Changbin:*nod* I know.
Y/n:*hug Changbin* I will hug you no matter where or when. I will always hug you and lend you my shoulder to cry.
Changbin:*nod* I know.
Y/n:*smile* Come to me when you feel burdened cause I will always be here to hug you.