Forgive?! part 1

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Y/n p.o.v

I'm bored. I'm sitting inside the living room which have twelve people in it yet I am alone seated in the corner of the room. Their loudness is blaring through the house. I wish I can just left this place and go to my room where I can lay on my bed listening to my favourite music. I sighed. I feel like they are ignoring me for a reason but I never know what it is. They keep pushing me away yet keeping their distance close with my twins. Yes, my twins. The one who is inside the circle there, no other than, Seo Changbin. He never really shows any affection toward me in public, heck, not even a little, he totally treat me like a stranger. He even told his friends that I'm only his cousin that is leaving in the same house with him.

Jenny:*flirty* So, tell me, do you think that we can have a party here?
Jisung: Oh, yeah, it gonna be fun! Can we hyung?
Changbin: I don't know. I need to ask permission.
Irene: Oh, come on, it's not like your parents are home.
Changbin: They are not but y/n is still here.
Agnes:*roll eyes* As if she care. Just ignore her. You don't need her permission to do so.

I sighed. What Agnes' says is true though. Changbin will definitely throw a party even if I oppose it. He needs to safe his face infront of his friends after all. I get up and decide to go to my room not caring if Changbin will nag at me later.

Y/n: Changbin, I'm going to my room.
Changbin: Sure.

As what I have expected, they booed at me quietly while Changbin just stare at me 'till I get inside my room. I jump to my bed and snuggle 'till I find my comfortable position.

Y/n:*whisper* How I love my bed.

Author p.o.v

1st scene~

Both Changbin and y/n has just arrived at school but they enter at a different time. Changbin enter first before y/n enter long after making sure that she is not seen by Changbin so called friends. But without her noticing, she is notice by them.

Jenny: Changbin, *point at y/n* who is she? She always get here almost at the same time with you.
Changbin:*look at y/n* She? She is my cousin that is currently in the same house as mine.
Agnes: Good, cause she is far too ugly to be on the same level with you.

Changbin feel the needs to said something but he held it. He doesn't want his reputation in this school vanish just because he protect y/n, his twins. His heart did ache a bit and he know what he did is wrong but he can't help but do it. Y/n on other side heard everything. Her heart aches to know that her own twins doesn't want to acknowledge her. She shrugged it off not wanting to ruin the day that she will be facing.

Y/n: Hey guys.
Mona: I miss you y/n!

Y/n's friends, or so called to be friends, greet her enthusiasticly. Mona and Kate just get along with y/n because they want to be closer to Changbin who is known as her cousin. Y/n always feel grateful to have someone to talk to without knowing that they are just the same as how Changbin's friends is.

2nd scene~

Author p.o.v

Changbin is hanging out with his friends at one of the biggest plaza. They are having fun with some giggling and chatting heard here and there. Well, more like Changbin's friends are the one who are having fun cause they pretty much called Changbin to pay for everything especially the girls. The boys still know how to held back and pay for their own things while the girls just spend Changbin's money to buy everything that they want.

Agnes:*flirting* Changbin, can you buy this for me?
Changbin:*shrugged* Sure.
Agnes:*flirting* You are the best!

Changbin know it well that if he continued this he will get in trouble for spending all of his allowance in once. But his priority is to make his friends happy. The boys have told Changbin multiple times that he doesn't need to pay for everything but he ignore them completely and still do the same.

Y/n is inside her room writing his novel that is plan to be released 2 months later. She is writing peacefully while her twins is having the happiest yet dangerous moment in his life. Their parents is strict about their allowance. They need to write a report of how they spent their allowance and y/n always did a good job while Changbin will always get in trouble for that.

Mom:*angry* How many time have I told you to spent your money smartly?!
Changbin:*wanting to protest* But mo-
Mom:*angry* What?! Wanna tell me that you need to spent money for your friends?! Can't they buy every with their own money?!
Changbin:*mumble* They can.
Mom:*angry* Then why do you need to pay for them?! Are you their God or something that you need to do them everything?!

Dad: You did a good job in managing your money.
Y/n: Cause I don't spent a lot.
Dad:*chuckle* At least you are better then Changbin in this case. *proud* You even got a paycheck.
Y/n: It's because I got bored at home.
Dad:*smile* Whatever you say, you make me proud dear.

Changbin who watched and heard everything that his dad and his twin is saying got jealous and mad. Why? Why did his dad never said that he is proud of him and why did his mom never get angry at y/n? He is screaming inside his head and not acknowledging his mother who is trying to advice him. And just like that, a day pass with a angry Changbin and a happy y/n.

3rd scene~

Author p.o.v

Y/n: Do you need anything?
Changbin: No.
Y/n: I can skip school if you want.
Changbin: No. Just go.

Y/n can only sigh before looking at her twins who is sick and can't go to school. Changbin care for his twin but he doesn't show it. One of the reason why his relationship and y/n is getting further and further, is because he doesn't make any move or progress to make y/n feel safe around him. Instead of that, he make y/n feel intimidated by him to show his friends that he is superior. But no matter what, y/n still take Changbin as her twins. Still.

Y/n: Here is your medicine and water. I'll be home at 12 and cook you your lunch.
Changbin: Yeah, yeah. Don't act like you care for me. Just go.
Y/n:*hurt* Sure.

Y/n can't believe that her twins said that. She is hurt. She looks at her twins whose back now is facing her before slowly fading away from Changbin's room.

Present~

Author p.o.v

Y/n:*in disbelief* Wh-what do you mean?! You are joking right?!
Mona:*smirk* Actually, we never planned to let you know this early, but I don't think it will be a problem right?
Y/n:*in disbelief* No, no! You are joking!
Kate:*roll eyes* Do we look like joking?!

Y/n who is still in disbelief can just stand there trying to process everything. She just wanted to wah her sticky hands because of the glue that she used but end up hearing the things that she never even imagine it. Mona and Kate who she thought are her friends is actually only close to her because of her twins. Again and again all the problem that lead to her is about her twins. Nothing different. It has always been like this since the past. The bullying that she got, the mistreatment that she got, the fake friends that she got, everything is because of her twins. Seo Changbin. She hate him. If in the past she only dislike him, she hate him now. She hate the fact that she is born as his twins. She hate it. She hate it so much that if she has the courage to kill him, she will do it.

Kate and Mona leave after shoving the terrible fact to y/n's face leaving her there. Y/n's knee got weak resulting her to sit on the floor still not in the right mind. Just as the fate can be any crueler for her, Changbin's so called friends come to her.

Agnes:*smirk* Hey there.
Jenny:*smirk* Can't believe what happened. *bend down* You do know that you deserve it right?
Irene:*smirk* Leaving inside the same house with Changbin, enjoying his parents money while you just spent it all away.
Y/n: That's not true!
Agnes:*kick by the side* Don't you dare raise your voice here! You are nothing now! Your only friends even left you for Changbin.
Y/n: N-no, that's not true!
Jenny: This girl! Should we get back at her, babies?
Agnes:*smirk* Hell yeah we should.
Irene:*smirk* I will bring something to hurt her even more.

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