Up and Down love

Part 1

Anna:

This was the day... The day she would finally come back to me. Do I tell her everything? My feelings, my passion, the way my stomach feels when she grabs tight to my thigh. Oh gosh the way my stomach feels when I'm around her! A lot of the time it is hard to contain my excitement and those certain thoughts that creep into my head. The "H WORD" thoughts. How we would be laying side by side and I would trace her from her sweatpants down to her... (Doorbell rings)

SHE'S HERE!! Oh shi* what do I do?! How do I function?! I quickly ran down the steps as fast as I could. I am lucky that I didn't break my neck or loose footing I was flying that fast!

Once the door flung open my arms were so quickly to be around her. She dropped all her bags and gave me the same embrace in return. The warmth of her was all that I needed to feel safe again.

AG:

My Anna... How I wish that when I would embrace her I would be able to kiss her after. I knew I couldn't... At lease not yet... Just the way she looked at me... I wish she would just tell me how much she actually loved me. I can see it in her eyes. Those big blue gorgeous eyes of her could just kill me on command. Oh how much I want to just stare into them for continuous hours...

"Well hey bubs, thanks for the warm welcome hahaha."

She backed away for a second, "oh sorry... hehe I guess the excitement of your arrival took over me more than I could control."

I picked up my bags and we headed though the kitchen and up to her room. Her mom gave me a warm smile and we talked for a few moments.

"Okay mom let AG go! She is my guest remember?"

"Sorry sweets, you two have fun, but not to much fun."

I looked over at Anna and watched as her cheeks flushed a bright red. I just laughed and went up to her room.

Anna:

I rubbed the back of my neck, "Sorry about my mom... she uh never really has the best filter."

"It's okay, I enjoy it. Plus who knows... Maybe we will have a little fun."

She shot me the cutest little smirk and again I felt my heart and stomach churn. How can someone be that attractive? God really took His time on her that is for sure. That temptation to run my hands up her shirt was killing me. Were we there yet though? It's been months of us just talking... Maybe I just need to bring it up? Or I wait and see if maybe she will. I just have no clue on these things.

What if she shuts me down and says she doesn't feel that strongly yet. I can't take another rejection. Especially from someone like her... She has no idea what she means to me...

"Hey uh Anna? Are you still on Earth?"

"What? Oh yeah... sorry, I was just thinking..."

"There seems to be a lot of thinking going on. I can say the same. Do you uh... Want to talk about it maybe?"

Talk about it? Do I? YESSSSS. I shouldn't though...

"Let's get you unpacked first and then maybe we can sit down."

She gave me a little smile. You could see the nervousness in her eyes. "Okay, whatever you think is best."

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(So far so good? Let me know! I'm thinking some H WORD in #2?) ;)