(First off I really recommend reading August by aghandstand! Basically the inspiration to my writing! It's so good I am telling you you will love it! <3)
AG:
As I was putting my things into the spot in her closet that she cleaned out for me all I could think about is what she might want to talk about. Is this about US? Is there even and us? Even if there isn't we should just talk about it... Gosh how much I just want her! I mean friends don't hug like the way we did and she did say that she was excited to see me. What kind if excitement though? Because I have been feeling a little bit of both hehehe.
Anna:
As she placed her last of piece of clothing in the closet I went and sat down on my bed. I layed back and looked up at the ceiling. Suddenly I felt a warm hand on my thigh and it made me jump up. The butterfly's swarmed in.
"Oh! Uh sorry about that I was grabbing for the bed not your thigh..."
I could see Ag's face flush a real bright red. I took her hand that was on the bed and placed it back on my thigh. I slightly bit my lip and scooted closer. I didn't want to do anything yet, but I just wanted her to know that it's okay. I layed back as I felt her thumb rub in a back and forth motion.
"So Ag... Should we talk about what we have been thinking now or a bit later."
"I think sooner than later because I can't contain myself to much longer with my hand on you."
We both laughed and I continued, "So how should we do this? Who is gonna go first?"
We ended up doing rock, paper, scissor and of course I lost. "Of course I loose! It's always the one who doesn't want to talk first has to talk!"
I coughed to clear my throat. Before I could talk she spoke up.
"How about I just ask you a question to help?"
"Sure go ahead."
"How have you been feeling about me lately?"
"Lately I have found that my feelings for you are much stronger than I have ever intended. Usually I like someone and then they mess up so I just turn my emotions off. Yet, you haven't done that and it just makes me like you even more... Plus you give me butterflies like no other..." I looked back up to her and saw the glimmer in her eye. "Alright now that I spilled a little bit of my guts its your turn."
"Alrighty... Well at first I wasn't sure because as you know I broke up with Pyper not all that long ago. After that I really thought that there wouldn't be anyone that I would love again. I guess I thought that I just couldn't bring myself to another heart break. You think well if one person hurt you then every else will do the same. I just sorta hit that low part of a break up. Then I met you. You weren't like all the other girls you were so much more and you still are. I guess you could say that I like you a lot. I know you have told me of all your heart breaks, but I promise you I will never do the same. I will respect any decision you make and will support you though each and every emotion that you feel. You need space than I'll give you space. If you need love than I will give you all the love in the world! Geez I uh think I was a little to forward on that wasn't I? Hard to take that back though... Even if I mean each and everything."
When I tell you I have never wanted to kiss someone more I mean it! I want to grab her gorgeous face and meet it with mine!
Ag:
Damn... I blew it... I was way to forward and now I probably scared her away. This is why I don't do these things because I care to much and to easy.
She just keeps looking at me... No expression at all
"Hey uh I'm sorry... That was probably way to much. Want to switch the conversation or..."
As we sat side by side she strattled over top of me and slammed me down on the bed. My hands were laying on her hips and I gripped them harder. She put her hair up in a quick bun and kissed me so sweetly. I bit her lip in return and I could hear her breaths get heavier and heavier. I could feel how much she wanted me and I was scared to show how much I wanted her. She choked me and kiss up my neck. At little times I could feel her tongue trace up to my ear and then she would take a little nibble. I let my eyes roll back until I realized... I'm the top!
I flipped her so now I was on top, but I stopped and she made a little groan like she wanted me to continue.
"Why did we stop?"
"I...I just want to know what this is?"
"This is US."
US... There is an us... That was enough to get me going. I lifted up her shirt and watched as her bun became messier. Oh how cute that was! She went to grab my shirt, but I told her not yet. From her belly button to her bra line I let my tongue trace. Once at the bra I put my tongue just a little bit under the seam and a small moan came out of her. I went back up to her neck and gave her a little hickey so when we wake up we will remember this first night.
We made out for awhile longer and it went back and forth to who was on top and I can't lie being a bottom for a little wasn't to bad ;)
Anna:
This was what I wanted to bad. To have an US and be able to touch her the way I couldn't as friends. The making out seemed to make us both tired and I ended up under the sheets in her arms. To be in someone's arms again was better than I could ever explain. Knowing that if something was to go wrong that they would be there. Personally this was a great first night! Can't wait for so many more to come!
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FanfictionAn up and down story of two emotionally connected girls. (Yes there is some H WORD HOURS, but I warned you)