Up and Down love

Part 14

Ag:

"AG! AG! Get up! Shit, we fell asleep! You're going to miss your flight!"

I opened my eyes up slowly and pulled Anna closer, "and would that be so bad?"

"I don't want you to go, but your parents will kill us."

"Fine," I said through my sigh. 

We both rushed to get dressed and I have to admit I peeked over at her a little. Drop-dead gorgeous. Made my mouth water.

We hoped in the car and we were on our way. 

I was dreading the moment I was going to have to leave her. How can you not dread leaving the best thing that has ever happened to you?

All sorts of thoughts started to hit me. "Bubs can I ask you something?"

She grabbed my hand as she kept her eyes on the road.

"I love the freaky stuff, but does that ever mean more to you than the emotional connection stuff?"

She squoze my hand, "The sex is great no doubt about it, but that's a fast sensation. What we are, who we are, and how we love is forever. Nothing comes before that. The "freaky stuff" is just something that comes with it. Even if we didn't do what we do I would love you the same if not more."

"I just want you to know that sex isn't all I care about. I care about you and you're well being. I think a lot of the time in the beginning it's what fires a relationship. It's the sweet stuff, but then it gets old and your left with the actual stuff. The hard stuff the things that weren't talked about in the beginning." 

"I don't know exactly what is making this come up, but this...us... will never get old. There will always be a fire. The thing that drives us even if we feel it isn't. I love you and nothing and nobody will ever change that."

I kissed her hand, "I love you too, I just never say it enough."

"That's the thing about you Ag, you don't have to say it because I already know it. You let me know through your eyes and the way you stare at me. When we are sleeping and I feel you pull me in when I start to move away. You let me know every day at every moment. So don't think I don't know because I always do."

"I got way to lucky with you."

"I could say just the same."

The whole way back we talked about us and how we were going to work being split. It wasn't the well if we drift then we might as well go our separate ways. It was planning when we will see each other next and what our life will look like after college. How we will work and grow together and become completely unstoppable.

Why don't people stick to the ones they love in this way? Fear? Commitment issues? Trust issues? I have all at some times, but when there is that person you are willing to lose it all. Just to see them smile and how happy they get when you come to visit. The one that makes you heart feel happy over Facetime even if your 8 hours away. The one that makes you whole and that was Anna for me. That IS Anna for me. My ride or die. My twin flame. My everything...   

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I thought I would just add something sweet because Anna is right. Sex is so quick, but a deep love is forever. <3

Thank you for everyone that has stayed with the story! I appreciate you so much!