End It

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Sora's POV

I felt like I was in a endless nightmare. I experienced many memories, in a terrible way. What happened with Erwin, was replayed in a much slower and more painful notion. I could feel everything. I wish I could wake up, but it's impossible. It's like it is real. The night when I was only 14, will never stream out of my mind.

Then, 9 months later, I can clearly feel and hear, Erwin's snarls and laughs as he tortured me. Burning me with wax and a candle, whipping me, everything... I couldn't take it.... I felt like I would die. However, I had to be there to give birth to my child. Even though Erwin took him... I always believed he killed Lukas. But, he didn't... And he turned him against me? Why? Why would he make his son believe that his mother was dead, and just make him believe I was the one who did it? Why me?

Why me? Why did Erwin do such a thing to me? I was 14. I had no family to rely on. I used to live above ground for a short amount of time.When I lived underground, I got a job, and was paid very little. I got enough to have one piece of bread and a cup of water a day. It wasn't much, but to me, it was everything...

Wishing that I could be out of this terrible nightmare is almost impossible. I can clearly see my past and relive everything that has happened in it... Meeting Levi was my escape. I thought I would be able to escape my past and be happy with Levi. Now I can't... What did I do? What did I do wrong to deserve this?

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Levi's POV

It might have been almost a week and she hasn't woken up. Jordan had to leave for a special training camp because he picked to be in the Recon Corps. I, remained by Sora's side and didn't leave... I would only leave to use the restroom or eat. Nothing else...

Doctors came in and out each day to check up on her. She didn't get better or worse... She remained the same. I wish she could return to normal....

It might have been 9:04pm... I was starting to nod off because I am very tired. I even started to grow a small beard because I haven't been taking care of my needs...

As I slowly close my eyes again for the fourth time, a light squeeze of my hand, cause my heart to jumpstart. Sora is breathing very fast but, her eyes, are open!?

I immediately snap out of my trance and stare into Sora's eyes. She is looking up and her eyes are getting teary. She doesn't seem to be awake? But she is?

"Please... Help me Levi... I can't take the pain anymore..."

Her words are striking me in the heart. I wish I could help her... But...

"I don't want to... hurt you or Jordan anymore... I don't want to... see you sad...."

She sounds like she has a death wish...

"Please, end the pain... Let me die..."

(A/N: cliffhanger!!! Btw, happy new year everyone!!)

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