Importance of My Love (Shingeki No Kyojin) *Completed*

Memories: Hot Chocolate

Levi's POV

"Please just... Let me die..."

Once I heard those words, my heart stops and my mind starts to spin in agony. I can't say anything. The words are lumped in my throat. I want to scream and shout my feelings. If I did, I would be eventually get sent out of the room and be called crazy.

Why does Sora want to... die? Maybe she has had a hard life... But does she really want to leave us? Leave me?

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Remembering a few events that has happened in the past, makes what she said even harder... We have been together so long...

December 12th
16 years ago

I remember when Sora was training late at night on a snowy day. Snow was pouring in sheets and Sora was outside. This might have been 2 weeks after I confessed to her. We both loved each other and weren't afraid to show it.

"Heichou? Why is Sora outside?" I hear Petra ask. I stand up from where I'm sitting and look out the window. Sora seems to be doing some type of combat training. She is swiftly moving like she is dancing. Agility training. She has been very quick to react to things from the start, but I guess Sora needs more training.

After a few minutes, I see Sora come to a staggering halt and then she starts coughing. "Oh! Maybe she is sick!" Petra yells. I sigh and take my jacket that is hung up next to the door and walk outside.

When I reach her I call out, "Oi! Sora!" She turns and smiles but she doesn't look too good. Her cheeks are red and she looks like she is sick as Petra said. Suddenly she begins to cough again and it doesn't sound good.

I place my jacket over her shoulders and whisper in her ear, "Let's go." Without any hesitation, she follows me while grabbing on my sleeve tightly. She must have been sick for a few days.

My thoughts are interrupted by another cough. It sounds like she has a pretty nasty cold or maybe a fever. Once we get inside, I immediately go to Sora's room and have her get in bed. Before I walk out of the room to get something, I hear Sora say," thank you Levi..."

I grin and walk over to her and bend over her. I give her a small kiss on her forehead and slowly wipe away the bangs covering her forehead. "I will do anything for you. I am always here."

Sora smiles and I walk back out of the room. I walk into the kitchen and decide to make her hot chocolate. She loves it and I hate it, but that doesn't matter. Once I begin making it, Eren comes up from behind me.

"Heichou. I heard from Petra that Sora was sick. Is she okay?" He asks.

"She is fine. She just has a little cold."

"Oh. Okay. Please tell her I said feel better."

"I will. Thank you"

Eren stops talking and he stares at me like I am crazy. "What do you have that idiotic look on your face for?"

"Um... Well... You never thanked me before."

"I'm not a heartless man you know," I say glaring at him. He flinched.

"Ah! I didn't think that sir!"

I sigh. "You don't have to call me Heichou and sir when you aren't on duty. It's annoying... Just call me Levi."

"O- okay! Levi..."

"There you go." I see Eren leave and the hot chocolate is done. I carefully pick it up and take it back to Sora's room. She is awake and she is still coughing.

I pull up a stool and sit in front of her. She slowly sits up and looks at me. She smiles. I flinch and can feel myself getting flustered. She is so cute...

I hand Sora the hot chocolate and she slowly drinks it all. She then sets the glass on the stand next to her bed and lays back down on her side.

I might want to stay here tonight... "I'll be right back." I say while exiting the room. I go into my own room and grab an extra blanket and head back to her room.

Once I get back there, she seems to be shivering. Her breathing is quick. I go back over to her bed and cover her with the other blanket. Sora attempts to smile but it doesn't work.

Suddenly, she slides over to the side of the wall as if she is gesturing for me to sleep with her. But... I have to... She is cold and I'm sure she is lonely. I don't hesitate to get into the bed. I hold her close to me and she is still shivering. Her cold hands are pressing against my chest and I can feel her cold breath on my skin through my shirt.

"T-thank you Levi..."

"You really don't have to thank me. But, your welcome." I softly say before we slowly drift off into a deep sleep.

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A/N: so these next few chapters will be about Levi's memories with Sora!!

Also, if you are wondering, Eren, Mikasa, Armin etc, are all grown up in present time! That's why they are in the past with Levi and Sora.