Sora's POV
I remained with Levi for the rest of the day... After Lukas was hung... I really couldn't take it. I left immediately and begin to cry. After what he said to me...
"Um... Yes... I just wanted to say to Sora, well, my mother that, I'm sorry for everything I have done. I had no idea about anything and my father and I made your life miserable. I wish I found out earlier... So I wouldn't have taken your son away from you... So that my father wouldn't have done what he did to your husband... So we wouldn't have almost killed you... I don't know if I should even be saying this because I have only known you for a day, but I love you mother."
Saying he loved me... It was a harsh blow... Especially since I just 'met' him. My own son was killed in front of me again. I wish u had a break from all of this... The only breaks I had were when I was injured for a while.
Something snaps in my head. Injured... I... I have to... There wouldn't be anything wrong with that. I just want to be with Levi... However, I don't want to see anyone else. I want to feel his pain... I... I...
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Eren's POV (4 hours later)I still haven't had the guts to tell Sora about Jordan. It would be too much for me to handle but it's not just me... It's Sora. I feel like she will become more hurt by what I would tell her.
Suddenly my thoughts are interrupted by a loud crash. It sounded like glass falling. Then I can hear Hanji scream. Immediately I rush over to where she was and to my surprise, she was screaming at the sight in front of her.
Sora is laying her head on the table, but she looks unconscious. There is a syringe in her left hand with a clear liquid in it. Hanji and Mike immediately run over to Sora. I am forced to say In place, staring in horror at Sora.
Mike sniffs the syringes content. "This is..." He mumbles, "The same drug Erwin used on her when he took her. And the same drug he gave her when he impersonated a doctor not too long ago."
"The same one? But why..." Hanji stops. Mike picks up Sora and brings her to the same room where Levi was. There was another bed in there so it wouldn't matter. I walk over to Hanji who is thinking deeply.
She sits in a chair and I do the same."Um... Hanji... Why would she..."
"I think she wanted to have the same pain as Levi did."
"Eh?"
"Yeah... She has attempted it before. It's like she wanted to feel others pain and get on the same level as them. People would criticize her and ask her why would she put her own life in the line, but what she has done... It sort of saved the injured Scouts."
"What do you mean?"
"Sora has always been a strong girl. She had a powerful immune system and wonderful endurance. But above all of that, she had the most compassion and kindest words I have ever seen. I never thought I would meet someone like that. Once, when someone on her squad was injured, she put everything else in her life on hold so they can make a full recovery. Even if she ended up hurt herself. And, even now, she still does that. I am truly thankful that there is someone like her around. She has remained so strong in the past few years. Even her whole life.
Her mother being killed in front of her,
her father being killed because of some dumb reason by Erwin,
being forced to have a child,
having her child taken away from her,
torment from teammates,
her best friend being slaughtered by a Titan,
being sick for a long time,
being kidnapped and tortured,
her son getting killed in front of her by he son she had thought she had lost and then him being executed in front of her after saying sorry,
the possibility of her son who was killed being alive, and now...
Her husband, the only one she really has left being on the brink of dead just 2 days ago. All of this... And including Sora practically being in fear her whole life."
I'm speechless... I'm sure Levi has known about this. But it seems as if it is impossible to escape her life...
Hanji and I remain silent for a small while. Until a question about Sora's squad comes into my head.
"Um... Who was Sora's squad?"
Hanji sighs. "There were 3 guys who were on Sora's squad. Klaus , Michael, and Hanz. They were extremely loyal to her and would proudly die for her. They were promoted to captains themselves once Sora got pregnant but the refused and said their loyalty will always rest within her. Therefore, they proudly joined the Military Police."
"Wow... I'm sorry that kind of got off topic..."
"Doesn't matter.... Anyway, Sora is the first priority. Levi should be waking up soon and if he sees Sora in that state he is going to be pissed." She chuckles.
"Yeah."
We both stand up and exit the room. I have always wondered what was going through Sora's head... I guess some things are better left unspoken.
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