Importance of My Love (Shingeki No Kyojin) *Completed*

Help Me

(Short chapter coming your way! And, warning, Levi will take a dip into the real world and ask you readers questions. Just in case you don't catch that.)

Levi's POV

I wondered why she didn't say anything...

Something happened not to long ago. Sora has fallen very ill. She has a very high fever and she can barely move. Once again, why can't she ever catch a break. Can't it be me? What exactly was wrong? No idea. I don't have a clue whatsoever.

However, her pain was much worse than I had imagined...

Screams and cries because it hurt so bad. It wasn't just one thing that hurt, it was her whole body. I could find strange marks and newly forged scars like it was drawn there with a burning metal bar.

I couldn't do anything but hold her. Nothing else can help... Painkillers would make the pain go away for a small bit that that's it. However, she would remain in bed most of the day.

What caused this all of a sudden? I wondered how I could help her but I can't do anything. It makes me feel so useless.

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After a few hours, Sora had finally fallen asleep and I can watch her like I always used to... It has been such a long time since we both had peace and quiet.

If any reader of this is wondering how Sora has felt though most of this, I would have to say I don't know. Most of this story has been in my perspective. Maybe a small amount of chapters were in Sora's. Have you wondered how she felt when she woke up the first time I met her? Or when the reality of her child being taken away from her dawned on her. When she had the horrifying dreams almost every night. When Jordan was killed. When Lukas was killed? When I was almost killed.

She most likely felt fear. The fear of dying or giving up. I have wondered what you think of Sora? This is from the one who loves her most... Her husband...

Do you think she takes too much upon herself? Do you think she is brave? Do you think she deserved a better life? Do you think... she would have been better off if she had died that night...

If you ask why I even bothered to ask that, it would be because I have wondered about that. If Sora had died the night when she was 14, would she have been reborn into someone with a completely different life? Or would she go to heaven and watch over me? I'm not sure... Please... Help me...