Different Shades

11

Christian pov:

its been two weeks since I saw Rose break down like that. She seems fine but I certainly do not think that she is okay. I try and keep my eyes on her because for one I don't need her going crazy, while she holds Lilly. I know that she would not purposely hurt her at all. I mean I really hope not. Christian stop thinking about that because she not going to hurt your daughter. I mean she still attends therapy even though I don't really like Taylor. I can tell he likes Rose, and well that doesn't sit right with me.

I had workouts this morning and my mother is coming over to do things with Lilly and Rose. I had to get a quick shower, yes I know why get a shower when I am going to work out... I don't know just because some-times I do.

I let the water run down my body, the warmness of the water hits differently lately just something about shower. I do love the occasional bubble baths. Rose has the best stuff for it. I was so deep into my thoughts I didn't realize that Rose was in the shower with me.

"Oh baby, did I wake you?" I asked

she shakes her head.

"No, I just feel like I haven't thanked you enough for understanding my feelings." She says

"And you thanked me in the shower?" I asked

"Well, I needed both of us to be naked for this thank you." She softly says

*moments later*

I gave Rose a towel and she wrapped it around her body. She stared at me smiling. She is getting very comfortable with taking control. I love it.

"So, our daughter turns one tomorrow and I invited Taylor to the party if that is fine?" She looks at me

"You know what it makes me mad, but if you want him there that is fine but we are going to find him a girl." I say

"Ooo, how about Kira she works with me at the publishing office and she is amazing." She says

"Oh yeah perfect, because if Taylor hits on you one more time I might just have to turn him in." I say

"Christian, you better not that is so rude." She says

"Well, if he keeps trying to take you from me then we will have problems." He says

"I am excited, for her party!" She yells jumping up and down holding onto the towel.

I shake my head laughing. Honestly I don't know where the time has gone my baby is one and I don't won't her to grow up but I mean she is. I had to hurry and get dress.

*hours later*

I opened my contacts to Kira name, I wonder if I should text or call that's always the question...I'm weird I only like to talk to certain people on the phone. I just don't know so I ending up texting her.

a few minutes later she texted me back.

from Kira:
Oh I am very excited to be coming over for your daughters birthday! Also can't wait to meet this Taylor guy.

I smiled at the screen, as I feel two hands on my shoulder. I look up and my fiancé Christian is looking at the phone nodding his head.

"Good, now Taylor can fuck off in a nice way with Kira. " he says

I swat his arm, and he just smirks taking my wrist.

"You gotta be faster than that, baby." He say giving my head a kiss.

"You are annoying sometimes, and I just don't know why I put up with you." I jokingly say

This gets a pretend hurt reaction from the twenty nine year old man, who I love. Christian goes to the kitchen to get one of Lilly juice boxes.

"Sir, those are your child's drink you have big boy drinks." I laugh

"Well Lilly loves sharing with dada so it's fine." He pokes his head from the kitchen sipping on the juice box.

I roll my eyes, getting off the couch walking into the kitchen. I looked at Christian and he was just focus on the waves crashing into the shore.

"So you aren't going to go sparky shopping with your mother, our daughter and me?" I asked not wanting him to stop looking so peaceful

"No, Cody, and Corey want me to go birthday shopping for Lilly with her and I'm picking your parents up from the airport remember." He says turning around to throw the juice box around

"Last minute shopping I see." I joke with him

"I love the little gifts we picked for her, and I want to open them tonight around your parents expect for maybe two so my family can see." He says

A smile appears in his face, when I nod to agree. He loves being a father to our baby girl and I can't imagine not having her because that little girl makes him extremely happy. I love how good he is with our daughter and how crazy he is about making us happy.

Hours later

It was already eight thirty, and we had mom, dad, and Josie and Cody here. Lilly was having a kick out of her god-father Cody playing with her and pop. I can't believe a year ago she was born. That day was so scary and I can't even.

Two cold hands wrapped their arms around me.

"Ya know I love this pajama set my mother got you, I think she should buy them more often." He whispers against my ear

I didn't even have to look at Christian knowing that wicked grin he gives, I know that look more than anyone and I could feel the smirk. His hands ran up my exposed skin and down. I rolled my eyes.

"Stephen, you better stop we have company." I say

I did however loved how this outfit looked on me. It was a black tank-top that read cherry across the chest and then black sleep pants with cherries on them. I have to admit Alecia knows my taste.

"So, we have plenty of rooms to go to remember." He nipples on my ear

Chill bumps had shown up on my exposed skin. I didn't know why this boy is so horny all of a sudden. I did give him head this morning. He should be perfectly fine, if I do say so. I push Christian back with my ass and he tumbles back a little.

"Oh so you want to do me like that?" He asked

"Christian, like I said we have company and plus I don't think you can make me be quite." I say giving him a wink

He rolls his eyes, "fine, none tonight."

The rest of the night consisted of laughter, and Lilly falling asleep on her play mat next to her grandma. Cody and Josie has already left, and so it was time for bed and soon the decorations of the party will be up. My god a birthday a kids birthday me? Never would've guessed it.