Christian pov:I let her have the moment we both need. To cry on our own. I don't get this we can't seem to catch a fucking breath and live happy...God what did I fucking do...why am I getting punished..why did this happen I wanted two babies just like she did. I wanted my three kids. I wanted that...I- I slam my hand against the wall and keep slamming it. The tears burned coming from my eyes.
"No no no." I scream
Two arms grabbed my hand turning me around. Fuck I forgot Cody and Josie were coming over to stay for the wedding. Fuck..
"Christian hey man, what happened?" Cody asked
"Is Rose okay?" Josie asked
My eyes went to her belly. "How are the babies?"
"Good, we had a doctors appointment they are healthy babies." Josie says smiling, and Cody had this smile to him.
"How are the babies?" Josie asked
"We-she-I-we lost one." I cry
Josie gasped, pulling me into her. "I am so fucking sorry Christian." Cody hugged me too "J, check on her she doesn't need to stress we can't lose the one we still have." I say wiping my eyes
"Okay, I love you Chris." She says walking to our room
"Man, I am so fucking sorry I know you were excited for the twins I know this fucking sucks you want one of mine?" Cody asked
"What, no Josie would kick your ass." I laugh
"Yeah, and I can't give you my children." He says "let me get us a beer."
"No, I don't wanna drink let's just talk?" I said
"That is fine with me." He says
We sit down in the living room. "Where is Lilly?"
"She is at the daycare where Colin girlfriend works it's a school and daycare." I say
"Oh cool, when did y'all put her in there?" Cody pulls on his hair
"We didn't she just there with Farrah, she offered to take her while we did our last minute wedding planning and the doctor she should be coming soon." I say
"I think it's great you have people who helps with her."
"Yeah." I pull my phone and texted Colin to bring Lilly home, not even five minutes I get a text back saying Farrah is on her way.
"Hey, let's talk more about the fact you found someone that actually wants to marry your ass." Cody says laughing
"I really don't even fucking know why the fuck she wants to marry me I have been nothing but an ass from the first time I met her." running my hands through my hair I look over at Cody
"You know, when I first found you two that night I swear I didn't expect all this." He says waving his hands laughing "You a father of two, with a smoking hot wife and not drinking a lot and just being a real man."
"I knew you thought she was smoking hot." Josie says walking in the living room with Rose. My beautiful fiancé came over to me sitting on my lap smiling. Good smiling is good. She puts her hands on my cheeks, leaning down giving me a kiss. "I love you and thank you so much for being here for me.
"Always baby." I place my hand on her belly but move my hand I didn't know if she wanted me to touch her belly since what happened. I was surprised when she placed my hand back on her belly. It made this whole situation a lot better.
There was a knock on the door. "ill get it." Cody says laughing
"I mean sure." I say laughing
"ODY!" Lilly screams
Cody comes in the living room holding Lilly as she held tight to him. She adores him...like really adores him. I love that she will always have an extra father figure in her life to guide her along with us.
"She did so good with the other kids, I think she is going to be a good big sister." Farrah says
"Thank you Farrah for taking her, and bringing her back." Rose says
"Dude, Colin is lucky you are hot." Josie says
Farrah blushes "Thank you, I need to get back Colin is cooking dinner for our anniversary." She says waving goodbye
"Oh my gosh we have so many people coming to milwaukee, I don't think anyone is ready for Delilah and Dugie." Rose says laughing
"We have a huge fucking group, and remember you are staying at Braun house you and your grooms men." Rose says
"I know, because you want let me see you until you are walking down the aisle." I say rolling my eyes
"Her dress is so fucking beautiful and she won't even need much makeup because her pregnancy glow is just wow." J says
"Remember we have so much to get done I just fucking can't." Rose says
Lilly kisses Josie belly 'Babies." she grins
"yeah, one of them good be your boyfriend and best friend." She says
"Woah, Woah I don't think so." I say
"Oh hush, our kids are growing up together, plus Lilly will be two years older than their twins." Rose says
"I know the kids are growing up together, just Lilly having a boyfriend I don't damn think so." I clinch my jaw, Rose tangles her fingers in my hair calming me down.
"I can't wait to see Robert and Cleo." Josie says clapping her hands "And the girls its been a while."
"Everyone has kids in our friend group." Rose says "Oh my gosh now we need to get minivans."
"NO." Cody and I both say
"I am not driving around in a minivan you can get a new car before that ever happens." Cody says
"I agree." I shake my head "Plus we have the truck and SUV we do not need a mini van for any reason." she pouts "What if we wanna go out?" Rose asked. I rolled my eyes
"We will get you a bigger car, but I am sure you can fit four children in the SUV we have trust me, and everyone else can take their own car." I say
"Men are no fucking fun, lets go set up the room for you and Cody." Rose says
The girls get up, going down the hall to where our two extra rooms are. Cody and I both look at each other.
"Minivans." We both say laughing
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Different Shades
Fanfiction"Never thought Christian Yelich would turn down a party.." the guy mouths off "Yeah, well Yelich is a different shade now." Cody say Book 2 of 50 Shades of Yelich. Started 04.3.20