Different Shades

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Christian pov:

Mother looked at me, as if I was going to say something first. I wasn't.. I am not going to open up to her about this. I want my hangover to go away. Lilly was playing with her blocks, and her smile cheered me up. She always will be the one to cheer me up. I smile softly at her as she hands me her block.

"Thanks baby girl." I smile at her

Rose brings me some toast to get something on my stomach. I smiled at her taking the toast I know she thinks I am mad at her for saying something, but I am not I always knew she did things in good manner for my sake. I take her hand in mine, rubbing my thumb on the back of her hand. She gives me a small smirk, and l wink at her. Lilly looks at my food and drools comes from her mouth. I shake my head tearing a small piece for her. Mother laughs which makes Lilly look at her, she ran over to mom.

"She is like you in so many ways." Mother says

"Yeah, sometimes I think she gets my meanness and every beautiful thing is from her mother." I shake my head, the toast was so good

I watched as Rose left me alone with my mother, and was getting Lilly laundry and our laundry. She was precious...I heard what she said about me and loving me and going to never let me doubt my love or whatever most was still scrambled. "Hey mama, keep an eye on her." I look at Lilly

"Oh yeah of course you two talk." She smiles playing on the floor with Lilly.

I walk into the laundry room, and shut the door behind me. "Are you mad at me for meeting Claire?" God don't be Rose I swear it was the last time. "No, in a weird way I understand you had to find the truth about you know." She puts the clothes in the washer.

"I'm sorry for drinking, and I'm sorry for not telling you." I look down "Christian I said it's fine, I just want to know why did you tell her about us?"

I groan "fuck, I know it seems bad at the time I didn't know any of this." I wave my hand back and forth "would be something this meaningful..I wouldn't change how it would happen." I get closer to her "Rose, I know I shared the most intimate moment you have ever had and I'm a douche bag for even telling about us in that way, I'd hate for anyone to know what you to do with me." I look at her

"I'm not mad just upset, but I'm glad you think our time now together is not worth telling it." She shakes her head "why do you forgive me so quick?" I ask her putting my hands on her waist. "Because it was in the past, you are not the same person anymore."

I press my lips to hers, they were so warm on my chapped ones. Her hands wrapped around my neck, and I lift her up on the dryer. I love Rose, she doesn't care how much I have or doesn't see me in a different way since I told her. She loves me and my fucked up past. Well maybe not my fucked up past. My lips attached to the exposed skin on her chest. Her moans were soft and quite. I'm so glad that fucking washer was on. "Christian, wait we can't I don't feel right doing it are you sure you okay?"

"Rose, I am perfectly fine because of you, and what ever reason you are second guessing us having sex in here don't worry about it." I grin, she rolls her eyes pulling me back to kiss her.
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She moans as my tongue swipes over and over on her bean. Her small fingers tangled in my hair. I love it. I loved her reaction every time, and i will never ever get over it. She tugs on my hair "christian please come here." I stop my motions meet her stare.

"what is baby?" I asked

Rose smirks, and undone my jeans pulling them down a bit. "I hate the way you make me so horny." her hand wraps around my dick and she starts to pump, fucking hell she so hot. "You like this being weak to my touch." she is talking dirty fucking hell I won't last long. "Fuck Rose." I move her hand so I could slowly slide into her. Fuck.

"Christian." She moans gripping onto my shirt

I was slow I can't be fast while she is pregnant..I know the doctor says sex is okay but I still try to be gentle.

* few minutes later*

We walk out of the laundry room, and mother was sleeping on the couch with Lilly passed out. I took a picture going ahead and sending it to mother. Rose gentle took Lilly in her arms, causing mother to wake up.

"Hey, you two talked for awhile so we fell asleep." Mom says

Rose laughs, as she takes a seat on the chair. "Yeah mother we are fine, but hey you should get going I know you have a plane to catch."

"Shit, yeah well the next time I see you guys will be Christmas I love you three so much." She says giving me a hug and giving Rose a kiss on her head, and then kiss Lillys head. I was going to miss mother, but it will be okay because then after the wedding we won't see them as much.

"Christmas is bought for everyone right?" I asked Rose flopping down on the sofa

"Oh yeah, Santa has done a good job for Lilly, and everyone." she laughs

'Good, just think we will have the house just us until Christmas I am glad we are not traveling this year." I say turning on FX channel

"Yeah, I think im done with traveling for the year." she says shaking her head

"It's been a weird two days, and im just ready for our wedding because I can't wait to see you in your dress." I smile bright

"oh, seeing you in the tux is going to be amazing." she says laughing

"I am tired baby, I wanna take a nap."

"Okay, baby ill wake you later."

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