to be or not to be

FOURTEEN

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"i didn't think you still had it in you." aaliyah smirked. i buckled up my pants and kissed her.

this was the first time in forever that we had sex and it was a success. i don't know if she watched porn before we had sex or touched herself but she was soaked and i had such an easy access.

mr.bowers told us that we should go on more dates, especially where we've already went and had good memories at.

he told us that it would help spark the flame. i was thinking about going to a foreign country but i don't think that would be good incase we get mad at each other and one of us ends up leaving early.

"are you ready for our date to the carnival?" aaliyah retouched her makeup and changed her top.

"yeah i'm ready."

***
we made it to the place and parking was such a headache. it took us a good ten minutes to find a parking spot that wasn't too far from the building.

"if it's okay with you, i invited some friends over." aaliyah softly hummed and nodded.

"it's fine, the more the merrier." i got out of the car and went towards her side, opening her door.

"thank you." i was excited for today. when i come to carnivals i mainly get the funnel cakes and the light up pacifiers. today should be a great day since i have my friends accompanying me.

"look at that dimple headed giant." jackson squealed. him and jimin started laughing and i gave them both a hug.

"well hello m'lady, i'm jackson. no need to introduce yourself since i already know who you are." aaliyah blushed when jackson kissed the palm of her hand.

"i'm shocked you didn't do anything." jimin told me. i playfully pushed him and snorted.

"you did the same thing when you first met aaliyah."

"i did, didn't i?" he laughed. we went to the express way line since all of us had our money and tickets upfront.

the employees were taking four at a time and that was just enough for us. as we walked in, bubbles were flying all over the place and i decided to pop some.

"where do you guys want to go first? do you guys want to eat?" jimin wondered.

i looked at aaliyah because today was her day. i didn't only come for myself. "let's go on the rides first. we don't want to throw up if we eat before." she spoke.

all of us agreed and went on the biggest and fastest rollercoaster first. my heart stopped a few times on that ride but it was fun.

"namjoon take a picture of me." jackson ran to the person in a big costume and he hugged him like a big baby.

i grabbed my phone and went to my camera. "say cheese you big baby."

jackson gave the biggest smile ever and squealed. "cheeseeeeeee." i snapped a few pics and laughed at him. he looked so cute.

jimin dragged aaliyah and they went on the ride called 'crazy mouse.'

"let's go boyfriend." i rolled my eyes at my friend and followed behind him.

"you should go on the ferris wheel with your wife as the last ride tonight." jackson suggested.

"that sounds like a good idea man." all the kids around me were running around and i spotted a little boy that was crying.

"are you okay boy?" he gazed at me and pouted. he was asian but you can tell he had european/white features.

"no, i can't find my mom." i turned around and tried to spot an asian woman but it was mostly black and hispanic people here.

"drew! drew! where are you?" the boy turned and ran to his mother. jackson walked up to me and was caught off guard.

his mother was a white woman with green eyes and red hair. now looking at him, he was splitting image. he just looked a little more asian.

i didn't noticed that the boy pointed at me until his mother hugged me. "thank you for spotting my son. i went to go buy him a churro and he disappeared."

my heart warmed. "it's nothing. i'm happy he's okay and well."

"i wasn't expecting his momma to be a whole white lady." jackson whispered to me.

i laughed at him but hell, i wasn't expecting that either. i said my goodbyes and we left the two and continued looking around for a ride to go on.

"how about we go on the gyro drop?" jackson pointed out.

i looked at him crazy and suddenly i didn't want to go on anymore rides. "are you sick? do you not see how tall that ride is?"

"c'mon man, let's do it before jimin and aaliyah gets back."

the two of us hurriedly walked to the line that soon got long and waited. once our 20 minute wait was up, we got on and the only two words i have after getting on that is never again.

***
"there they go! we were looking everywhere for you guys!" aaliyah said. her mouth was dark blue.

"she got cotton candy and now she's a little hyper." jimin chortled.

"now what? are we going home?" aaliyah looked at the time on her phone and it was almost 11:00.

"no, we got one more ride to go on and its just going to be with you and i."

i took her hand and jimin was confused. jackson had to explain really quick before the two left us.

we walked for 3 minutes to the ferris wheel and as expected the line was empty.

"look at the two lovebirds." the man smiled.

he grabbed our last four tickets and told us to get in.

"joon hold my hand." i did as told and the ride started to move. aaliyah wasn't paying attention but i grabbed her face and kissed her.

this is all i wanted. to be with the girl that i love so dearly.

"i love you."