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i was home alone, chilling on my bed since joon left and went to work. i had fun going to the carnival with him and his friends a few days ago.
it was great that we had our attention focused on others things than our relationship.
dean😍❣️ hey can you come over? i really need a friend right now.☹️
i read the message and got off of my bed. i took a shower already so i only changed my current outfit and placed something better on. i searched around for my keys and put my phone in my purse.
i feel really nervous at the moment and i hope nothing bad happened to dean.
on my way there, i tried playing pop music to keep my mind focused. i didn't want to speed or drive too slow.
me what happened? is everything okay?
dean😍❣️ i'll tell you when you get here, are you far?
me not really, i'm almost there, hold on for a bit longer.
dean😍❣️ ight
i had about two traffic lights to get pass before i reached his house. a smile crept upon my face as i was reminiscing about the ferris wheel. it was cute and a breathtaking experience.
*** "dean open up!" i heard a ton of shuffling in the back and once he opened the door i immediately hugged him.
he started to break down and sob on my shoulder. i felt bad that i couldn't do much but this.
"hey, what happened?" he looked at me with tears in his eyes and continued to cry.
"we broke up...for good." my ears perked up and i pulled him back into a hug.
dean and his ex girlfriend were just like namjoon and i, maybe even worse.
"why did she break up with you?" i asked him. he wiped his nose and removed the glasses on his face.
"she found out about us, or about the type of relationship we have and she ended it right then and there. she didn't even ask me to explain myself or why i have you for an emotional support."
"so she automatically assumed that we're more than just friends?" he nodded and hugged me even tighter. i felt guilty because now he lost his girlfriend because of me.
namjoon knows that i still see dean. after we came clean towards each other, we became very vulnerable around one another. i told him how dean needed me because of his situation and i wasn't going to stop talking to him.
to my surprise, he didn't get angry or try to stop me. he let me be.
dean removed himself from my grasp and went to the bathroom. i walked to his room and laid down on his bed.
i heard him come out and he walked in. "can i cuddle with you?" i nodded and quickly pulled him on me. he gently laid on my stomach and sighed.
"i can't believe that she ended us so fast. she must be seeing someone else." dean thought.
"maybe she was finally finish dean, it doesn't always have to be that she met someone else."
"you're right." he told me.
we sat in silence until dean started rubbing on my arm. "your husband doesn't deserve you."
"dean please don't start."
"no, hear me out. you are so kind and caring and you just have something about you that is very special. i know we're not even supposed to be this close but i'm glad that you are in my life."
i closed my eyes and gasped when i felt his lips on my chin. he stared into my eyes and smiled. "next time i won't miss."
