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Emotionless [Semi Eita X reader]

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Both your parents abused you, pushing you to try harder at volleyball. They made you a Libero since you were always short. You learned to become emotionless after what they always told you and how they treated you. Soon they both die and you live wi...

#abuse #abusive #angst #broken #crying #eita #emotionless #haikyu #haikyuu #maturelanguage #parentsdead #sad #semi #semieita #semisemi #setter #shiratorizawa #suicide #volleyball

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by HaikyuWeeb_7

by HaikyuWeeb_7

                                    
                                              Semi POV

                          **FLASHBACK**
                          "What do you want, Uso-Tsuki?"
                          "I want you to be mine~"
                          "Cool, but I'm not interested"
                          "Got your heart set on someone else?"
                          "why would you care?" 
                          "It's y/n Itami, isn't it?"
                          "N-no I d-don't like h-her!"
                          "What a shame, I was sure she liked you even if she is emotionless"
                          "W-what?" I stutter out. I can feel my cheeks burning up. My whole world just turned upside down. 
                          "Well you want to protect her, dont you?"
                          "Of course I do!"
                          "Then you'd better cooperate"
She whispers into my ear coldly.
                          "What does that-" I was stopped by her hands grabbing my hands and the feeling of her lips colliding with mine. I instantly pull away.
                          "What the hell? I was saving that for someone else"
                          "And I was saving that for you" I fumed in anger, before I could speak she put her index finger on my lips to shush me.
                          "Listen here, I know Itami means a lot to you but if you want to protect her then you'll have to cooperate with me. We don't have to date, but if I want to cling to you then you let me cling. If I want to kiss you then you let me kiss you. Got that?"
                          "If y/n doesn't get hurt or anything then fine..."
                          "Deal."
                          **At volleyball practice before 
y/n's coughing fit**
                          Did she see it? Did she hear? I'm not sure, but she won't talk to me or even make eye contact with me...
                          **END OF FLASHBACKS**
                          Y/n POV 
                          "What's Hanamaki?" I ask yoshi. She hesitates before answering me.
                          "It's a disease that effects your lungs. Basically you'll have unsteady breathing sessions at certain times and coughing fits. Along with coughing out blood and flower petals. There's basically plants/flowers growing in your lungs"
                          "What causes it?"
                          "...... when you truly love someone, but they can't return the same feelings back." I thought for a second. My heart ached for some reason and my head throbbed. A lump appeared in my throat and I felt my eyes water. Is this what crying feels like? I then felt a cold tear roll down my cheek. Then for the first time ever, I smiled. I could feel it was fake, but I slightly smiled for some reason.
                          "He'll be happier with her than he'll ever be with me"