Beau Brooks and Me.

School and death threats

BEEP BEEP BEEP

Shut the fuck up...

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'Sydney get your ass out of bed now!' Mum?

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Eurgh. I lean my hand over to my alarm, and fumble around the little table until I found it. I rip it out of the socket and throw it at my wall. Take that. I get out of bed and walk into my bathroom. I brush my teeth, and look into the mirror. Oh em gee... I look like a panda that's been dragged through a bush backwards. I might have to spend a little bit more time on my appearance today. I rinse my mouth out and wash my face. I pull my hair back and notice I have a few love bites on my neck. Beau. Thank god my school shirt will cover them up. I strip and have a quick shower. Now fully awake I wash and clean my hair. I love showers. I get out, towel dry my hair, and get into my uniform. I'm wearing my black skater skirt, school shirt, burgundy tie, and my black jumper. I brush my hair out, to find it's still sticking up everywhere. Gah. I plug in my barrel curlers next to my dresser and start on my makeup. I put on my foundation and concealer to see it's now too pale for me. Stupid Australian sun. 

I take it off and decide to just leave it. I put on my eyeliner, mascara, and vanilla lip balm. 

I check the curlers. FUCK! Ow, ow, ow. Another burn to add to the collection. My poor finger. I run into the bathroom and put it under the cold tap. Instantly soothing the pain. Ah. 

I go back into the bedroom and start curling my black hair. After about half an hour of curling, I pack my bag, put on my black knee high socks (rolled down), and my black creepers. I must look so depressing, so I take off my jumper. I run downstairs and grab a piece of toast off the counter and butter it. A knock on the door stops me. I walk to the front door and see Carly and Alannah there. Both with straight hair, and there school uniform. 

'Hello,' I say, opening the door wider for them to come in. They walk in and go to the kitchen. Carly swipes my toast of the side and starts eating it.

'Beau, huh?' Alannah says eyeing me up. I look at the ground and nod in embarrassment. 'Woo hoo!' She shouts. OK?

I grab my bag, and start walking to the door with the girls on my tail. I shout out a goodbye, and i'm off to school. We talk all the way there, about everything apart from Beau, Jai, or Luke. We walk in to our form room to see we're the first one's here. I put my jumper on, feeling a chill. We walk to the back and sit down. 

'Sydney?' I look up to our form teacher and see he has a note for me. I walk up to him, and take the note thanking him. I had to meet a Miss Clark in room 34? I knew where that was because that was one of my classes. I didn't know a Miss Clark though. I shrug it off, and walk back to my desk to collect my things. I tell Alannah, and Carly i'll see them around school. 

I walk down the long corridors to finally find myself there. I look in the little window to see no one there. I open the door to find myself pulled in  and gagged. I feel something hit the back of my head before everything goes black. 

I open my eyes to see i'm not in a class room anymore. It looks more like a house to be honest. I feel a pounding at the back of my head, and that's when the previous events come back to haunt me. I take in my surroundings. Furniture with white sheets over the top, dust everywhere, and that odd feeling your being watched. I didn't know where I was, but I knew it wouldn't be good though because I was tied to a chair. 

I tried moving around, I was gagged too, so I couldn't make a sound. A girl with shoulder length blonde hair, and brown eyes walked into the room giving me a dirty look. I don't know why, but I could tell that she got them often. She was wearing extremely short jean shorts, a crop top and looked like one of those bitchy head cheerleader stereotypes.

She slowly walks to me, savoring the fact I can't escape her wrath. I try to wiggle free, but it doesn't work. She's reached me now. She slaps me round the face, making me see red. I feel fire in the left side of my face. I let tears fall. 

'That's right cry,' She sneers. 'I don't see what he see's in you to be honest. Your just a worthless piece of England shit. I'm what he wants not you,' What is she talking about. She's mad. Absolutely mad. 'I'm the one he loves, he doesn't have any feels towards you, your just an easy little slut that gave in to him. Don't blame you though look at him for Christs sake!' She pulls out her iPhone and show's me her lock screen. It's of Beau and her. 'Yes that's right. Cry even more, that's going to help,' She pulls out her knife and rips my gag away. I don't speak. I don't want to, in case she hurts me. 'Stay away from him. Better yet, stay away from them. Otherwise I will hurt you,' She undoes my hands and ankles and walks away. A moment later I here the door being shut. I wring my hands and find my bag to be in the corner off the room. I check where I am on my Google maps on my iPhone. I'm on my street? I look out of a window and see my house. I check my texts and see I have quite a number from Alannah and Carly. I look in a mirror and thank the heavens I wore waterproof liquid eyeliner and mascara. I walk out of the door, and start venturing home. It's now 4 o'clock meaning school's finished. 

I reach my door and knock without hesitation. Mum opens the door and envelopes me into a hug. Murmuring questions I don't want to answer she pull's away telling me dad doesn't know about my 'bunking'. I try to explain I felt really sick at lunch and when walking home I got lost. I took what I thought was a 'shortcut' and it took me a couple of hours to try and find my way around. She hesitates before letting me off. I walk upstairs, while mum phones the school. 

I don't want to see the guys again. I don't want to get hurt. It won't effect them anyway, so what's the point? My phone starts playing my ringtone, I check the caller ID. Beau. I click decline, and do so every 5 minutes. 

I turn my phone off and charge it. I pull out my laptop and decide to check Twitter.

@BrooksBeau: @SydneyAlice Why are you ignoring me have I done something wrong?

@BrooksBeau: @SydneyAlice What's wrong? Are you OK?

I see I have a few hundred tweets from random fans asking if I was OK too. I shut down Twitter to hear the front door being knocked on. It's opened and I hear a few voices talking to Mum. I walk out of my room and lean over the rails. It's Beau, Jai, Luke, James and Skip. I walk down the stairs and stand next to my mum.

'What?' I say looking at them.

'Where were you today?' Jai asks with raised eyebrows. Everyone looks at me expectantly. I shrug my shoulders.

'It's not like it's necessarily your buisness is it? Goodbye, mum will see you out,' I walk up the stairs back to my room emotionless. I just told them to leave. I start crying and I can't seem to find the will to stop. I change into my pyjamas and  climb into bed to fall asleep almost instantly.