Chapter Eighteen: Jealousy 💜

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Letisha's POV

Gumising akong tanghali na kaya tanghali na rin akong nakakain sa baba.Pagbaba ko ay masayang nagswimming yung mga kasama namin.Nadatnan ko si Mikakeale at Neiro sa food area na masayang nagtatawanan.Tahimik akong umupo sa harap nila kaya nung mapansin nila ako ay agad na binati ako ni Mikakeale.

"Musta ang tulog mo Lesh?"tanong ni Mikakeale sa akin.

"Okay lang"sagot ko naman rito.

"Hindi ba sumama ang loob mo kagabi?alam mo na"tanong niya na may pagikot ng mata.Hindi naman ito maintindihan ni Neiro since ibang language naman yung gamit namin.

"Hindi naman."walang ganang sagot ko.

"Letisha would you allow me to order your food?"biglang singit ni Neiro kaya natigil kami ni Mikakeale sa pag uusap.

"Yeah if its okay for you"sagot ko naman rito,agad siyang dumiritso sa counter at nagorder ng pagkain.

"So anong plano mo?"Mikakeale suddenly asked.

"Wala"walang ganang sagot ko parin.

"Wag kang magsisinungaling alam kong nagseselos ka."dagdag na saad niya, na parang nanunukso.

"Hindi nga"sagot ko.

"Aminin muna"patuloy na saad niya.

"Stop it will you? Cause I am so sick of hearing about them"pikon na sabi ko,kaya tumigil nalang si Mikakeale at biglang umalis.Iniba ko yung tingin ko ,sumandal ako sa silya at ipinikit ko yung mga mata ko.

Iminulat ko nalang nung dumating yung waiter na may dalang pagkain saka ko agad na inubos ito.Bumalik ako sa room ko saka nagbihis ng swimsuit na hindi ko kayang suotin noon dahil sa wala akong confidence na magsuot pero ngayon iba na,hindi na ako nahihiyang magsuot nito.

Bago ako lumabas ay nilock ko muna yung room ko saka ako dumiritso sa mga kasama ko.Naabutan ko silang lahat doon na masayang nagswimming.Hindi paman ako nakalapit ay tinawag na ako ni Neiro.Wala si Mikakeale kaya mag isa akong umupo sa dalampasigan.

Nung dumating na si Mikakeale ay agad siyang tumabi sa akin,pero hindi nagtagal ang pag upo namin sa dalampasigan ng inanyayahan kami ni Neiro na lumangoy.Kitang kita ng dalwang mata ko ang paghaharutan nila Caleix at yung girlfriend niya kuno.Pilit kong ayaw silang tignan pero parating ang mga mata ko ang nagkukusang tignan sila.

Napag isipan kong maligo na kaya tingal ko yung short ko pati tshirt ko.Hindi ako nahiya nung ibilandara ko sa lahat ang katawan ko.I walk confidently towards the sea.

Many eyes where staring at me but I don't mind any of them.I just keep enjoying the sea with Mikakeale and Neiro.We were playing beach volleyball to the water but then someone joined us.A group of boys ,at first I am hesitant to play with them but after sometime we get along together.We have fun playing.When it is time to have dinner ,we needed to stop so they say goodbye and we decided to eat.

I quickly take a bath ,I just wear a white Maxi dress and just go outside.Naabutan ko silang kakain na sana kaya umupo ako sa tabi ni Mikakeale.We started eating,some of us are talking while eating while the others just keep quiet including me.

"So Lesh did you enjoy the vacation?"Thea asked out of nowhere.

"Ahmm yeah"I shortly answered.

"She's really enjoying"Caleix suddenly said so everyone turn their heads to his direction.

"Yeah she really is.Just by meeting new friends and a cutie guy"Mikakeale suddenly teased.

"Come on"I said smiling when they all started to tease me.

"I know you had a crush on him.Just tell me"Mikakeale continued.

"Oh stop it please"I said still smiling..

"Yiehhh I know you very well,so stop lying"Mikakeale said.

"Where are you going?"Adelaine suddenly asked to Caleix when he suddenly stand up from his seat.

"I need to go now,I lost my appetite"Caleix coldly answer.

Everyone remain quiet and Adelaine follow Caleix.The atmosphere became akward for all of us so no one tried to break the silence.I finish my dinner quickly so I could take a walk for a minute.I leave them into the dining area and started to take a walk at the seashore.

It is now pass 7o'clock so the sea became quiet and peaceful.I stand their to long enough so I could have a peaceful mind.I want to relax just by the air touching my skin.When I was about go back to my room.I saw Caleix and Adelaine also at the seashore.They look like a couple that is cuddling under the moon on the seashore.Adelaine was leaning her head to Neiro's shoulder.

I keep staring at them even I feel jealous.I wonder how close they are and I keep thinking that maybe someday I will regret leaving him alone.Now that Caleix look like getting to move on maybe we should end this thing between us.I should give up on him.

My tears started to fall,I quickly wipe it all and decided to turn my back away from them but I was about to step back when I saw them kissing.My heart shuttered into pieces and I couldn't move.I keep staring at them.When I finally recover from shock of what I see,I immediately run to the other place that I didn't know where.

I am crying while walking that I didn't know where I am but my feet suddenly bring me to a small bar here in the resort.I ordered many drinks,even hard drinks.The bartender seems to worry when I drink to much and someone approach me so I didn't think first to go with him or to talk with him but I just let it be.The last thing I know I am so drunk and that guy just take me somewhere I didn't know .He just dragged me and the only thing I do is go with him and didn't mind if something happened to me

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(A/N): Sorry for my bad English and for wrong speeling.Hope you still enjoy my story and dont forget to correct me about my mistakes.

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