𝑨 𝑺𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝑻𝒐 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑽𝒐𝒊𝒅 [ 𝐶𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑡𝑒𝑑 ]

Somebody's Reflection

I wish what you see in me is how I would see myself.

You see a hyperintelligent lady - with countless medals and a bunch of certificates and trophies of gold and silver, plaques on shelves and all those shiny things. You see a brave lady; ambitious, skillful and talented. A lady who is known for her eloquence. You see a lady with great visions, advocacies and dreams; you see a beautiful lady who is always up for pageants for she is confident and has that darling smile that you really want. You see me as someone you want to be.

I wish how you see me is how I would see myself - because everytime I look at my reflection in the mirror, I see someone who is far from what you are seeing. I see a scarred-lady who is afraid about almost everything, wounded but not healing - a lady who is tired with life, full of fears and tears. I see no one - just a mere reflection of a lady who has forgotten her real self.

I wish what you see in me is how I would see myself. I wish - I fucking wish.