Elara Beck.
It was amazing.
He was amazing.
The way he made me feel was unlike anything I had ever felt before.
Now, as the sun finds its place in the sky I'm still wrapped up in his bed sheets, his arm draped across me, leaving his hand on my lower abdomen.
I groaned and gently slid myself out from under his arm.
Shawn groaned and rolled onto his other side.
It was then that I slid out of bed and found a white T-shirt of his, and my knickers and slid them onto myself.
I walked over to a door connecting to his bedroom and was glad to find a bathroom.
I stood infront of the mirror and wiped away the black mascara marks that were under my eyes and wiped of the remainder of the lipstick that managed to remain on my lips.
After going to the toilet, I pushed open the door as quietly as I could as to not wake Shawn.
I debated whether to leave silently and quickly or wait until Shawn was up to tell him that I was leaving. I decided that it would be better to leave while he was asleep. It would save things from being awkward. I would just leave him a note or something.
Surely he would understand."You're not leaving are you?"
My head snapped up to see Shawn sat up in bed, the bed sheets pooling over his crotch area, but leaving his upper body and hips exposed.
"I Erm, thought you would want me gone." I shrugged awkwardly.
"I don't want you gone."
"I didn't know if you'd find it awkward, me still being here."
"I don't find it awkward. I'd be upset if you left before I had woken up" he said and I couldn't help but smile.
"Well I'm still here."
"Stay for breakfast." He said and I bit my lip before nodding. "Do you er, want to come here?" He asked and I couldn't help but laugh at his sudden shyness.
I wandered over back into his bed and crawled over until I was straddling his legs, my arms wrapped around his waist, my lips pressed against his.
"Up for round two?" He grinned and I laughed louder than I had in a while as he rolled on top of me.I watched Shawn as he made up some breakfast for us both out of whatever he could find. As he was cooking he began to sing quietly and I couldn't help but smile to myself. He could make anyone smile with that voice and I could have listened to it all day.
"So, what are you doing today?" He asked, placing a plate in-front of me.
"I'll probably go home and do nothing." I smiled and he nodded, with a look on his face as if he were planning something.
"Why don't you stay the day?" He asked and I almost choked on the food I was eating.
"What? Wasn't this just a fling sort of thing?" I asked and he shrugged.
"A fling can last a few days can't it?" He asked and I tried to withhold the smirk that was playing on my lips.
"I guess. If you wanted it to." I shrugged.
"I'm leaving for America in a week, just stay until then?" He asked and I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I didn't know whether it would be a good idea or not to stay, and I couldn't understand why he wanted me to stay. But he did.
"Why do you want me to stay?" I asked and I knew that my question had taken him by surprise.
"Because you're a nice girl. And the sex is good." He said and I laughed, shaking my head slightly.
"Was that bad to say?"
"No no. No ones ever said it to me before." I giggled and Shawn shook his head.
"They're insane then."I rang mum and anxiously waited for her to pick up the phone and start yelling.
"Hi mum."
"Hello daughter."
"Agnes has asked me to stay with her for the week is that ok?" I said, lying to her.
"Well you'll need to come and get some clothes but that's fine." She said and I could picture her shrugging her shoulders.
"Ok I'll pop round today."
"Ok sweet. See you soon."
As soon as I hung up the phone to mum I rang Agnes.
"What?"
"Good morning sunshine. I need to ask you a favour." I giggled.
"Hit me."
"So I stayed at Shawns last night-"
"HOLY SHIT ARA."
"Shut up! You cannot tell anyone. But he's asked me to stay the week and I told mum I was coming to stay with you so if she rings I need you to cover me and say I'm with you." I said quickly.
"I've got you Ara, you go get the dick girl!" She yelled and I cringed before hanging up the phone.
I looked up at Shawn who quickly looked away. I saw that he was trying to contain a laugh and I rolled my eyes at my best friend.
"So you'll stay?"
"I'll stay"
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His Fling, My Forever
FanfictionI was 19. He was 22. It was meant to be a fling. But it turned out to be much more. After all, a fling is temporary , a baby is forever.