Confession #53:
I
wish
everyone
had
a
heart
of
warm
hot
chocolate.
Where
everyone
had
an
amazing
sweet
taste
and
a
great
feeling.
That
way
everyone
would
have
gotten
along
with
me.
No
one
can
take
this
beaten
heart
and
give
life
to
it
for
me
because
it's
already
dead
inside
because'
of
people.
Silly
silly
people,
who
do
shitty
shitty
things.
That
leave
me
alone.
I
walk
in
sadness
in
my
own
tears.
I just want to be alone with my own dreams. I just wanna wake up and see a nicely lit up path to my dreams with NO ONE NOT EVEN ONE PERSON BLOCKING MY path.
My parents despise robotics they say that because of this I am denying and missing all of my prayers. I can pray there. If I told them, no one will say no or deny it. They will be willing to give up a prayer rug for me.
My parents want me to get special awards and be awesome at school. HOW CAN I DO THAT IF YOU SAY NO TO THINGS LIKE CLUBS OR THINGS THAT I AM PASSIONATE ABOUT??? HMM?
My parents have a problem with headphones, I can't even listen to music in peace. I just wanna let go of everything, and they say no headphones in the living room. no headphones in my room. My phone's head phones are destroyed so I can't listen to my music without turning it up. On bad days I want music to engulf me, not surround me from far away.
Right now I am listening to Sad Song by We the Kings, I feel so relateable to that song, I miss him. My ex. He doesn't even talk to me, I try and text him happy new year, he doesn't even reply, you too. Rude bish.
Why are people always rude to me?
I am always invisible.
My thoughts, my ideas, my love, my passions, are something that is hidden and no one will ever hear or listen.
2015 is not starting off as amazing as I thought it would be.
I hope yours is starting off amazing you beautiful amazing people.
I love you,
-Taz
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Non-Fiction"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." - Marilyn Monroe I'm just Taz. A girl who is...
