One day, you have ten hours. Sleeping for twelve hours, lying on the floor, doing nothing, going to the toilet and bathing, breathing, living unconsciously for about three more hours. If you eat, if you cook, you put another two hours into the fund. For the remaining nine hours, you choose Facebook, Candy Crush, coffee with friends, not including school and work. In general, you don't have much time.
I, I always have twenty-four hours.
Twenty-four clear hours, twenty-four heavy hours each tick, waiting to see if every breath can run with the cigarette through the lips, down the throat, spread into the abdomen and exhale through the nose. Twenty-four hours without a dispersion of thoughts, twenty-four hours of being alone, twenty-four hours of the senses have always been tense as a string because they have been working for years now but have not been given a minute of rest. Twenty-four hours I sat in front of a computer screen: I had to write, I had to do it - that is, stick to the computer screen; have a little entertainment - also computer screen. Talking to friends is also through a computer screen. My head was running, people were crippled, the ball fell on me like a blanket on the bed, always curled up and heavy in a corner of the house.
[24 hours] x [365 days] x [7 years] = 61,320 hours = 3,679,200 minutes = 220,752,000 seconds of all and nothing.
Stimulants, drugs, alcohol and stupid things like glue - in general drugs - for me are dreaming substances.
Wine gives me freedom, Stamps give me colors, Candies give me character, and Ketamine gives me the scenery.
In my opinion, humans may not sleep, but it is impossible not to dream. This is not a dreamlike way of thinking, but a dream with its full scientific nature, which is essential for people to rearrange thoughts, emotions, and string the stories that occur everyday, together. It is a "reboot" of the brain, the nerve, the body's operating system. You only need to be unable to sleep for a day or two, your body will surely ache, your mind will not become clear, and you only need to wait until you are back to sleep. I could not sleep for a lifetime. So I need a stimulant. It makes me feel while the "clinical death" moment that people usually enjoy when they go to sleep, I need to get out of my subconscious mind.
It's up to you, you can tell me not to listen to addiction, I can't stand a life with too many dreams without a dream.
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Lỗi - Error 404 English Translation
Non-Fiction"Finally, my autobiography book, Error 404 is out, after 2 years of work. It actually took me only 6 months to write 99% of the book, but couldn't write the ending for a long, long time. I wrote a book about a child who was sexually abused, unhappy...
