As always, I see the end, when it just started. I see I'm going to hurt you, hurt you, and I wonder how much I could hurt, how much suffering, 'cause I haven't found anything that makes me feel so bad, but if it exists, it will be here. Later, he said: "If you stabbed me with a knife, I wouldn't be surprised, because I thought of it, knowing it could completely happen, but I still chose it." But that is the story of the latter. Meanwhile, he laughed again, and said: "Yeah, I know you are crazy, psychotic, do you have something new to say?"
A week, a month, then a year later together, I "awake". I've been addicted to something else. I stopped borrowing, cultivating for a much longer joy.
We sat together again, walked together forever, I talked forever, he listened with wide brown chestnut eyes, knees to my feet, on a porch. I kept going like that, we kept on like that, and the sun was rising ever since we didn't know. I watched the strange early morning rays, the color of the sky gradually turning pink, and for the first time in a long time, I wanted to know, really wanted to know, what this coming of sunlight would do for me.
P / S: If you have read this far, I would like to thank you guys for waiting patiently for me to type. I know I type very slowly :( Anway, this is a book I really like. To be honest, it revived me many times. And I hope when you finish reading, you can all find the answer. words for your own problem.
As you can see in the picture, Plaaastic chose to end his life at the age of 22 on October 1, 2017. But when I read Plaaastic's friend's comments, she said that Plaaastic was just missing. So, I believe in the second theory more. And really, I just want to believe that. Peace!
Be strong!
Edit: i'm so fucking sad that this book has come to an end, everything has got an end and i am really happy that Nhi has wrote and published this book so as to share her own story, it was really inspiring and i believe this book has helped many others that are like me. I look up to plaaastic, and will always because at some point of my life i idolised her just like everyone else. i'm glad she has shared her story with us and everything has come to an end, she had committed suicide at December 15, 2018. i hope she is in a better place now, she is a wonderful person. If you have read this far, thank you so much for the support! i know the translations are not accurate because i am not vietnamese myself, but i somehow understand what Nhi is trying to convey. Other times i dont really understand because the translations arent accurate at all.
I hope you have had a great time or have learnt something out of this book, i wish it has helped you in any form :) Once again i know it's already 2020 but i just translated this, took me a month but i am happy yet sad it's completed. I decided to post this on wattpad because i only found bits and pieces of unfinished ones. Thank you so much!
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Lỗi - Error 404 English Translation
Non-Fiction"Finally, my autobiography book, Error 404 is out, after 2 years of work. It actually took me only 6 months to write 99% of the book, but couldn't write the ending for a long, long time. I wrote a book about a child who was sexually abused, unhappy...
