𝘼𝙇𝙇𝙐𝙍𝙀♥︎𝙃𝙐𝘼𝙉𝙂 𝙍𝙀𝙉𝙅𝙐𝙉

17

Renjun was at a loss, as a child he was taught to always bring over something whenever he visited someone, the last time he had some idea of what to get but this time, he was confused. Not having dealt with women as much, he didn't know what to get. He drove to the grocery a few meters away from her house and looked through a series of foods.

'Chocolates?' He thought but he was afraid she might be dieting, he already gave her a desert the last time he visited her so he found it stupid of him. He sighed, his eyes went to the canned beverages, fresh fruit juices and ice teas. His mind clicked and he picked those up, paying for them before leaving for her house. Hyunsoo was a happy go lucky woman to him and he genuinely hoped she was alright with her walls covered with something that wouldn't just erase itself.

Her house finally came to view and Renjun's heartbeat quickened. He took a few deep breaths to calm himself down and got out of his car, picking up the plastic bag that had a few drinks he picked uncontrollably not knowing which one she'd like.

The boy licked his lips from how dry they had become and rung the door bell, calmly waiting for her to open the door. It took unusually long and Renjun started to wonder if she even was home.

After a minute or two he decided to ring the doorbell again and finally he heard some shuffling from the other side. The door opened and he looked up to Hyunsoo, something made Renjun's little smile die down when he saw her, she wasnt smiling like she always did.

"Renjun?" She called out, eyebrows frowning as she wasn't expecting him.

"Why are you here all so sudden?" She asked and once again her ease with words made him flustered. At the most, she looked mad and he didn't know if it was him that made her that way.

"I just thought of visiting you, you didn't know when I left last night so I only thought it to be right-"

"Okay you've visited me, now leave," Hyunsoo herself couldn't believe her words but her hormones were a mess, added to the headache from her encounter with Wontaek earlier.

"Are you okay?" Renjun asked, not having seen her this way before.

"I'm fine, I'm just not in the mood," more than her words it was the little attitude she had while speaking that got to Renjun the most.

'I shouldn't have ruined her wall' he thought and understood her anger completely.

"I'm sorry if-" Renjun started but got cut off when Hyunsoo spoke.

"Renjun it's alright just leave already," Hyunsoo spout from her rising anger and Renjun almost felt his breath hitch.

"I understand," he said and placed the plastic bag on the floor, when he stood straighter she had already closed the door, locking it shut and Renjun could almost hear the hammering in his head. He didn't know what he was feeling as it had been only less than a month since they met.

He tightened his jaw at the way he felt and jogged back to his car leaving the place for good.

Hyunsoo slid down the door, sitting on the marbled floor, she felt a sense of uneasiness in her lower belly and knew she was to expect her period. She understood why everything annoyed her more than it usually did but she felt wrong to have treated Renjun that way. She wanted to apologize and when she heard the engine in his car start she opened the door quicker than ever but he drove off before she could say anything.

Hyunsoo could feel tears brimming her eyes, she crouched down feeling her cramps and that was when she noticed the plastic bag on the floor. She wiped her tears and opened the bag only to feel more sorry, two cans of green apple iced tea. He was only here to visit her and she just had to let her emotions get the best of her.

She struggled to get up and locked herself in the solitude of her house.

Just tomorrow, they would draft her picture for CoverGirl and she could rest. Hyunsoo walked all the way to her bed, seating herself and taking out one of the cans, she opened it and drank it while caressing her lower belly, tears brimming once again as she felt bad for the way she treated the younger boy.

Hyunsoo placed the can on her bed making sure it wouldn't fall and searched for her phone, she wanted to call him and apologize but he never picked up. She knew she fucked up and that made her feel worse than she already did.

She laid on her side, hand on her stomach as she tried to fall asleep.

Renjun was mad at himself, mainly for the way he was feeling from Hyunsoo's sudden outrage, he wasn't new to being rejected, it was a normal for any aspiring artist but this was something different, he almost saw Hyunsoo as a friend till this had to happen. He shook these thoughts off his head and tried to fall asleep. Tomorrow he had to submit his portrait and that's all he wanted to think about.

To Be Continued...